=GreYs=

2009-03-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

=FIRST Post of the Year!!! ~24 03 2009= HappY DaY~~~

First Post of Year 2009 since i last blogged on...... ahhh.. ya.. my BirthdaY~~hahaha
Ok.. i admit.. its all about the laziness of myself to even manage a blog..until my dear bestie- Ms Yeo oso "see no down" [看不下去] and remind me to update sumthing.... but.. VERY TIRED lehh!!! imagine someone who could fall asleep in front of the com.. u will noe how tired i m... lol ok.. EXCUSES!!! =P

Ok.. some rough updates.. from the recent ones.. On 14th March 2009.. I BOUGHT MY LAPTOP!!! YEAHNESS!!! hahaha i have been eyein on a Fujitsu lappie since last year.. and on the 14th of March, after attending Cousin Quee Hua's wedding lunchie at Pan Pac, we [sis, dad & me] walked over to Suntec convention hall where the IT show was held... and straight away go to the Fujitsu Booth n sweep off my Baby Fuji!!!

... then on the 17th of March i was on half dae leave den officially on the 18th-23rd i was on leave!!!! as i din wan to let my grandma noe im at home.. so on the half dae leave.. met PhiL PhiL to chill out at Starbucks wif Darling Apple & Baby Fuji [and together.. we became Fuji Apple..] LOL ok.. aniwaes chill out at Starbucks Explanade~ Peace & Quiet... SHHH~~!!!! heehee

Yup... den the next dae went out for lunchie wif min... (though i sae i wanted to stay LOW Profile during my leave... BUT!! mum was officially on schl holidae oso startin from Wed which is the 18th! so.. there isn't a need to be LOW Profile.. and oso.. i actually got "discovered" early in the morning... coz when i wan to bring the laundry out.. grandmother was outside.. =_=""" LOL

Then.. Thursday.. slacking at home... den fridae morning left early in the morning for KL.. coz during my Year End Staff Party lucky draw.. i draw dio one 3 Days 2 Nites Parkroyal stay in KL.. so juz wanna make used of the voucher nia... and this trip wasn't a fulfilling one.. i din get anithing much.. juz got a ear piece... BUT!!! the size can't match into any of my players nor com speakers!! so equals to NEVER GET ANYTHING!!!! oh wells.. wadever.. aniwaes is a no brand thing..so can't 奢望too much.... hahaha

Ok.. den to the latest!! Todae! was my dae to be back to work.. and earlier last week already agree to meet dear Kenny boi boi to hand him my thumbdrive.. and so todae abt 3plus went to meet him at the lobby~~ Wooo~~ dat was a risky thing to do coz i have to go down during office hours to hand him the stuffs.. and yup.. i went down wif a pack of chicken biscuits dat i bought from KL den the thumbdrive.. and to my suprise!!! he bought me bubble tea!!! WOOO~~!!! Ice- Cream Bubble tea! from the shop i alwaes buy from and its oso the one dat he told me the last time to remind me i nv throw my bubble tea cup! hahaha

Thankiew!! my dear! u let me try a new flavour but next time pls remember ask for 0% sugar and no need pearl! hahaha Gracie here is famous for being lazy to even chew the pearls and oso if too fast the pearl will straight away shoot into my throat *CHOKE*! hahaha but very much appreciated! Love you!

and yup! first dae back to work after leave i oso got a letter from boss.. ok.. not onli me.. others got it too.. but its onli im the last one... coz im on leave yesterdae.. hmmm.. and this kind of situation.. if hear GET LETTER sounds scary yea?? Ya!! its abit scary.. but before that everyone in the office is tokin abt THIS letter! and... its a letter from the co. to show their appreciation from them to U... so... its all about BONUS!!! hahahaha

Boss was chattin wif me and askin me if im fine.. how am i coping.. any comments abt my job.. and she was explaining due to the recession so this year's bonus is not as good as last year's.. but i feel dat im quite alright abt the TOKEN presented to me.. maybe coz its my first time gettin this bonus.. so nth for me to compare.. but wad makes me realy happy is dat the ratings they gave me.. its 4!!! and the highest is 5! very glad abt it!! but no one to share wif...i dunno y... i feel like tellin mum.. but i worrie if she hear it.. she will be even more WORRIE coz she juz simply like to WORRIE den slowly... all this will get in contact wif $$$$..

yea.. as an Old BIRD in life experience she may noe dat after all these apprasial stuffs there will be bonuses?? den dat time she will come to the topic abt $$$.. giving her $$$ i have no comments.. coz is a HAVE TO give thingy.. but if gib her.. will have to gib grandma.. and our Old Empress Dau Huay Zui is very STRAIGHT Forward wif $$$ coz for the last bonus b4 CNY i did give the both of them.. i gave mum 200 and Old Empress 150.. den recently she came to sae y dat time dun give her another 50 which will make the total amt a FULL amt.. but the thing is.. she help me keep all the $$!! im much appreciated dat she help me keep the $$ but its actually for her used.. and since she dun wan to use.. y ask me to gib more??? =_="""

Oohh.. wadever lah... juz wan to keep todae's happiness as long as possible.. =D

爱 *love ya! my dear!!* 爱

1057pm

240309 =[TuesdaY]=

2008-10-31T00:28:00.000-07:00

HaPpY biRthDaY tO MyseLf & HaPpY HaLLowEEn to EveRyOnE!!!= 31 oct 2008

Oops!! From todae onwards i will joining Club 20!!! Bye Bye 19.. Bye Bye numbers starting from '1' *sob*sob* BUT!! Say "Hi" to number 2!! LOL This year had a very special birthday! Spent my day Working! oohh! haha BUT!! *Nong Nong* ago.. i have already made some plannings.. which is to treat my collegues..(whole officeee) with a little sumthing.. coz they have been takin care of me..teaching me new things.. and FEEDING me!! hahaha and Yesh! i den bought 70 ChoclateMuffins! and its all juz nice for everyone EXCEPT! for the Birthday GaL!! =_-""!! hahahaha so after completeing my report i went round dropping one muffin on each n everyone's table.. =P

And to my suprise.. ppl in my dept knew ITS MY DAY!! Oops! and i told them to SHHHH coz i din wan to let my other collegues from the ticketin area noe wads goin on todae! And so.. when i start to distribute to ppl from the ticketin dept.. i juz told them is for Halloween..haha and some believed it.. some think otherwise.. BUT!! My female sale manager is juz simply too clever! she suddenly scream "Happy Birthday Halloween Baby!!" and i was like..=_="" and i ask her to SHHHH!!! but.. too late...

And.. finally finish distributing.. and went back to my desk..and checked my phone.. Woo!! Kenny boi Boi send me his wishes! hahaha so happy lah!! =D and the whole dae on and off... sms start comin in.. and gradually most of the ticketin staffs noe wads the Occassion... and one of them even bought me a b'dae present! alamak!!! so 不好意思 sia!!! Thankie Pat!! =D almost teared when i recieved dat.. dunno y this year so 脆弱。。 even when my dept collegues celebrate for me i oso wan to tear.. Aiyoo!

BUT!! There is no excpetion for B'dae gal.. coz its mth end.. hafta do closin... and oso becos of the ticket stock is runnin low.. i have to urge ticketin staffs to quickly issue tix so dat i can change the ticket stock numbers.. and i waited n waited and i knocked off at abt 7:45pm!!! Hey! and dats not THE END!!! Whereas its the START!!! Muahaha went to Whitesands and meet the GANG at Xin Hong Kong Cafe!! hahaha so met Cai Yun n her hubby first.. den we waited n waited.. finally ah PhiL is here!!! den again crap n crap.. ordered some food.. den WAIT again.. huiting n yan ling came!!! Again... crap.. eat.. play.. talk.. WAIT.. den Ning Xin.. Wei Leng & Mei Xian came!!! FINALLY!!! all of us reached!!! so continue crappin.. eatin.. jokin.. playin.. photo takin.. & BIRTHDAE CAKE CUTTING!!! b4 12 midnite! LOL

Had a Verrrryyyyy Greatt dae todae!!! Very Special & Memorable 2oth Birthdae!!! Thankiew to everyone who made this occassion a very memorable one!!! Thankiew everyone for the well wishes.. SMSes.. Guest Appearace @ the party!!! (if this is Star Awards.. i will thank this FULL list of people):

aH PhiL
Ah YuN
Ah YuN's hubby- Kai Teck
Huiting
Shuning (人没到 BUT 礼物n SMS有到! haha)
Yanling
Ning Xin
Wei Leng
Mei Xian
Lotte (十月的!!!)
Ah Leng
Ah Min
Wanru
Kenny Boi Boi
Susan 老师(大师傅）
Shirlyn JIE JIE ( i alwaes like to call "mama".. but she insited JIE JIE) LOL
Brenda
Auntie Radha
Kian Siah
Cat ( 爱人)
Suk Ling
Jesslyn
Auntie Pauline
Yvvone..
Evenly (BOSS)
*All Ticketing Staffs*
Keline
Pat
Dennis
Linda Ng
Lai Ying
Adeline
Ai Hua
Ms Lynda Mang
Siti (Hotel Corprate)
Last but not least..
Daddy
Mummy ( Love PumPumP the Pumkin!) haha
Sister! Ur special Meal!
Elisa Jie Jie
Ah Mah
Godma
Auntie Amy
Auntie Lynn

Thankiew EVERYBODY!!!! ( Hope i din missed out anione...) hahaha 谢谢！！*BOWS*

2008-10-22T00:28:00.000-07:00

~HaPpY biRthDaY!!!!~ My Dear!!! =22 Oct 2008=

Todae is Kenny Boi Boi's buRbdaY!! heehee at 2359 of 22nd Oct I sent an sms to him! Whee~ its PURPOSELY to choose dat timing coz I want to be the LAST person to wish him! =P and since morning i had already typed the msg! Actually wanted to wished him thru msn.. but knowing dat there may be a HIGH chance for him to go to pub wif his fren to celebrate so betta PREPARE the msg first! And i was RIGHT! indeed he was at the pub! Muahaha

So at 2359pm this sms was sent:

" An Annoucement to be made: Todae is a special dae for a "万德福" fren.. so i would like to wish this "万德福" fren of mine Kenny Loy aka Peace to U.. aka Kenny Boi boi (wah piang ehh! din realised got so mani names sia!) LOL ok *EHHUMP* wish u a HaRpY buRbdae! am i the LAST one to wish u??!!"

An of course im very excited wif his reply! And when he replied im flyin up to not onli Cloud 9! But maybe to Cloud 9000!! or even up to Outerspace!! hahaha coz this is his reply:

"Haha.. Right now u have the trophy of the last to wish me! Hehe.. Thanks dear!"

Woahh!!! i really FLOAT up sia!!! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!! hahaha =D

*HaRppY buRbdaY* My Dear!! <3

2008-10-12T00:13:00.000-07:00

="无数微笑不嫌少,无限笑容万德福！！!" = 12/10/2008 SuNdaY

This quote is given by kenny boi boi.. =D actually its juz a random chat over my unhappiness due to a WAR dat is goin on at home..and yesh! WAR is of course between the 2 老人家s which indirectly drag ME! this 小孩子in to be the 传话机! haizz.. still not end yet.. dunno when will be Peace again...=_=""

Ok.. and yea.. after ventin out much to him.. i told him "我要笑一个!" den he asked me.." 一个那里够??" so i replied back.. "den need how mani?" so he told me.."笑容应该是无数的" after seeing this.. i smiled.. and i told him dat he had succeeded in makin me smile and therefore he came out wif a "万德福" which means "WonderfuL" =_="" LOL亏他想得出来.. haha but after seeing dat " 万德福" i laugh even harder! =P and so.. i have hired him to be my "personal 笑包" =D

Den while chattin i realised his personal message in MSN had change to "无数微笑不嫌少,无限笑容万德福！！!" 老实说。。我真得很感动 and oso very surprised by it! he actually put this up! 很高兴! =D and so before he go offline i told him i saw his pm liao.. =] and he remind me to remember to keep smiling! =D

~I WLL KEEP SMILING FOR U =) ~

爱 Gracie is LovinG her 万德福笑包 Kenny Boi Boi 爱

2008-09-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

*Surprise Appearance Once again...* 22 09 2008

Lunchie todae wif my kakees and while waitin Kenny Boi Boi appeared from nowhere again! =_="" when i was mixing my noodles suddenly got a voice .. "好吃吗"? beside me.. turn ard again.. Oiee.. Kenny Boi Boi nehz..AGAIN!! wif another girl.. haizz... =( den after they left Jesslyn suddenly ask.. "dat one 不会是他的 girlfriend吧?" Woahh!! i almost cushed down sia.. and true enuf.. he holds the remote control of my moods...after he left i was totally quiet.. i hope i din show out wad im not suppose to.. but the IMPROVEMENT is.. i did face him.. look at him properly and "Bye Bye" wif a smile to him! =D

I dunno how much he meant to me.. dat dae i almost cried.. todae juz feel unconfortable in myself.. issit becos i immue to him havin girls ard him.. or issit his place in me is shakey already dat i no longer wan to put in animore effort or bother already??

2008-09-11T07:51:00.001-07:00

What Grace Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What Kenny Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

2008-09-07T20:11:00.000-07:00

=小小的举动。。大大的感动！!=

Yesterdae juz realised a little change in facebook... Kenny Boi Boi change his profile pic!!heeheez so happy abt it coz juz last Sunday Midnite(Mondae Morning) while we were still chattin i randomly asked him if he have ever thought of changin his facebook profile picture coz it looks FIRECE! hahahaz and i told him i will choose the photo for him from his facebook album.. and so i commented on the other photos and finally i choose the so called "the last one" of the whole album.. den he was like dunno how to "entertain" me animore so he told me.. he will leave it as status quo first.. LOL

And yep! Juz yesterdae nothing betta to do... i surf around facebook and i saw his profile pic changed to the photo dat i have chosed for him!! =D Suddenly!! all the moody feels dat i have since monday after i met him have all GONE!! den it made me realised dat im really a very "contented" person?? But really!! this little action really makes my nite! 至少我说过的话你有记在心里。。。=D 谢谢你！

爱Gracie Loves Kenny Boi Boi爱

2008-09-06T04:32:00.000-07:00

=Super Sick.. Super Emo.. Rotting off my Saturday...=

Caught a little flu bug juz yesterdae? or i can sae maybe since thursday.. but i refuse to admit it.. yea.. din took medi on time.. so things got worse yesterdae...a sore throat and a sneezy noseee..=_="" so onli can 硬着头皮 go n get a pill from sis.. haha my Mobile First Aid Box! heeheez yea.. and all i can sae dat the pill is really Strong lah!! i really so drowsy sia! and actually i was chattin wif Jun Qi and Boi Boi..haizz.. actually din wan to end the conversation.. but the medi is overtakin my mind and im really too drowsy liao.. so bo bianz...

Yea yea.. and so.. i was rotting off my Saturday todae emo-ing and slpin.. actually was suppose to go out if mum n grandma.. but feel so lazy.. so even though i was already prepared.. the door is already lock.. i still decide to return and stay at home..

Lonely.. Lonely... very Lonely..by right home alone shld be a very fun thing.. but i dunno y todae i feel super lonely about it..so.. i on the com.. and i open my blog.. and den i remebered dat my blog have OUR song! "私奔到月球"!! i completely forgot all abt it.. HOW COULD I?? yea.. and i was online... saw him online.. but i chose to appear offline.. dunno y... but i wanted to find someone to tok to oso.. saw JQ online.. but din wan to kajiao him animore.. these few daes have been rantin my problems to him.. dun wan to make him feel sick n tired to listen to my 废话.. so in the end i chose to on Wilbert Pan's new song "转机" and start emo-ing off.. and watch teebee at the same time.. den awhile later i decide to off the com and watch teebee onli.. and yea.. the medi is workin by dat time.. DROWSY again.. and blur blur fall asleep... wake up.. fall asleep... Haizz.. super bz lah my mind.. need to emo and need to drowsy.. oh wells.. gotta take medi soon.. not so early.. wan to have fun thru the nite so dun make myself drowsy first! hmmm.. and now reminds me of one of the Antibiotics i took the last time.. i dunno y it made me so HIGH! can laugh n laugh.. i think i need dat now.. HOHOHO.. =P

2008-09-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

Meet him todae again.. to take back my thumbdrive.. yea.. it was during lunch.. i recieved an sms from him.. "Your lunch now or 1pm?"hmmm.. when i saw this msg i juz finish eatin and abt to go for a little shoppin.. and i decided to reply him by callin coz im really lazy to type.. and after much "discussion" finally we meet up at the lobby coz he was actually at Crystal Jade.. (high class ehh! ahgrace work for so many mths still haben got Crystal Jade for lunch lor!) ok aniwaes.. he hand over my thumbdrive and finally todae we both can be alone together and i tried to get this chance to tok to him..he ask if im eatin alone? oh of course not! if im to eat alone i will da bao back to office loh! i told him i pang seh all my kakees.. and he said.. "yea right!" den after dat i told him dat i will be goin to Taiwan.. so he can start planning wad he wan to buy.. and at first he sae "dunno" after dat he start to joke.. "yea! 买一箱一箱的东西!" den i told him.. den i have to go n buy a 32kg luggage bag to fill up!

And while tokin he realised the scar on my hand... i dunno y.. i din tell him the truth behind it...

Kenny Boi Boi: 你的手什么是？
Gracie: 没有啦！以前有事情。。。
Kenny Boi Boi: 什么是?
Gracie: haha 没有啦! 小时候太乖。。跟人打架的。。哈哈哈

I dunno.. i dunno y i din tell him the truth.. issit becos recently after i told Keline and she was like shocked n kept quiet.. at dat moment i was really abit "worried" and sad dat the others might noe the truth oso and start to treat me differently?? but she was absolutely fine even after she noe the truth.. but how about him??

Now i realised im not as strong as i thought... last time mummy asked.."if ur boifriend ask abt ur scar.. will u tell him the truth??" and i din even hesitate and i replied her.. "ya!' But now.. even when he is still not my "anybody" i already hold back the truth behind the scar..BECAUSE I SCARED DAT I WILL LOSE U!

2008-09-01T06:07:00.000-07:00

=No Title.. Juz purely about him...=

Suppose to meet him todae after work to hand him my thumbdrive.. but about 4 plus he sms me and sae dat he might end early so need me to sneak out halfway from work.. oh wells.. im perfectly fine wif it.. so abt 4:53pm he called... so i went down.. i actually made a keychain wif his name dat i used to called him on it.. so i bring it along too to give it to him...when i reach downstairs... i saw the familair him.. by right i shld be happy.. but suddenly it seems like there is a BIG thing hit down my head...my thoughts.. and most hurtful.. my Heart...

Beside my dear boi.. there is ANOTHER GIRL!! i was stunned.. blank.. i dunno wad to do.. i hold the keychain tigthly in my hand.. i dunno if i shld give it to him.. coz i dunno if dat girl is the right girl for him.. if she is... i might get them into unnecessary conflicts?? wads more! coz the key chain is a Heartshape! but in the end.. all i can do is to walk towards him.. take out my thumbdrive from my pocket.. when he took over the thumbdrive... he sae.. "Wah! 还加料啊?!" coz i have MayDay's guitar accostics hanged on my thumbdrive and oso a ring dat i used to wear..but while he is bz meddling wif my chains i gave him the keychain.. "nah.. 给你！ over the weekends 没事做。。就买这些来玩" after dathe juz "ok lah! 明天还你" (thumbdrive) den i can onli juz Ok.. and a smile.. haizz.. actually.. at dat moment is 强颜欢笑...

Den back to office.. i recievd a sms.. he sae.." Wah! how come steal songs still got free gifts! Thanks lei" so i replied him.. "coz is GSS mah! Gracie Super Sale! on ur way hm?" den he replied.. tellin me dat he is goin for dinner then pub.. so i juz hint.. back.. sayin.. "Ohh!! with the 美女?" den he replied.. " Ya! she so happy u called her dat! coz her bf dun call her dat!" at this moment..i dunno to be happy and relieved? dat the girl already have a boyfriend? but in my heart another question pop out.. "Who is the boyfriend?" haizz...

This topic made me loose my senses since 5pm..after i came back to office.. i e-mailed Pi Pi.. i really wanted to tear.. yes.. my eyes is already welled up wif tears liao.. but becos i dun wan others to noe.. so i held back everything..from 5pm to 6pm.. i leaving in a very complicated thoughts.. i dunno wad im doin.. i dunno wad i wan.. den finally until 6pm.. i still din stop all my stuffs.. i did abit of overtime.. and i knock off.. when im at the lobby.. i feel so lost.. im askin myself "m i suppose to knock off??" coz i feel dat im like a roamin person den suddenly take her bag and knock off though its still not time yet.. but the fact is its already 6pm!

On the whole journey home.. 我是呆呆的。。even the feel dat i juz lost Gui Gong Gong oso came back.. the wan to cry but cannot cry out feel?? I oso dunno y im feelin dat way... though i already noe dat the girl already have a bf... EMO-nization has over came me..

2008-08-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

~~Very Happy~~ 19 08 2008 TuesDaY

Though i have been suffering from gastric yesterdae.. and giddiness SINCE yesterdae till Now.. BUT!! Im very Happy NOW!! heehee Hey! Im not an ah siao to be HAPPY abt sufferin from all these 有的没有的 OK! Im Happy becos.... I saw Kenny Boi Boi thru webcam! hahaha =D =D =D =D

We juz had a random chat on msn.. and for fun.. i clicked on the little webcam button below his dp.. Initially i thought he would reject lah.. coz most ppl does.. who noes he Accept it! LOL but coz i dun have a webcam.. initially he said.."but u dun have a webcam wor" den i replied.. " 看你咯!" hahaha and he " Piangz ! wad to see?" and in the end Accept! hahaha So happy! at least can see him though not in person.. but at least its HIM!! hahaha and from the webcam.. i saw sumthing from the background... and dat is.. a FAN!! haha we happen to have the same fan!! Hahaha

I told him.. i saw sumthing at the back.. the FAN! and he turn the webcam to the fan! =_="" hahaha "Boi ah....!! most importantly is i wan to see ur face lah.. not the fan.. HAHHAHA" but appreciate the effort to turn the webcam lah! hahahaz =D 爱你！

=GRACIE 爱着 KENNY BOI BOI=

2008-08-09T05:53:00.000-07:00

=Initial Updates: The Making of Boi Boi's Name Plate=

The "Equipments" i need....

Paint.. Paint.. Paint... *TADDAH*!!

This paint brush was specially bought for this "Project" heehee have been
WANTING to buy this brush since secondary school... but juz too ex...
NOW.. buy for this special Project.. =P
The card dat im goin to make is from Book Binders...

*TADDAH*!! the Front Cover of the card.. Its a Handphone! which means "Keep in Touch"
wads more! the Handphone is MY Sony Ericsson's model! LOL

The INTERIOR of the card...
My MESSAGE to him...
[don't bother to take the trouble to read wad i wrote...i bet u can't SEE oso..LOL]
The Right side of the INTERIOR of the card.. his name...
The Front and Back view of the card together...
Its actually a Navy blue envelope.. specially chose this color for him..
coz i think he looks good in navy blue.. =P
*TADDAH*!!! The "End Product" of my Project! haha

2008-07-31T21:04:00.000-07:00

*当你的地位被动摇时。。。你出现了。。。* 31 07 2008 ThuRsdaY

I dunno wads wrong.. issit too long never get to see Kenny his status in my heart began to "shake" this morning...i can sae.. I almost drop into another attraction?? I began to wonder wads wrong now? wad shld i do now? How can i find back the FEELS dat i once had for him? But during lunch.. he cleared all my doubts...

Yeah.. LUNCH! when i juz sit down and start having my Yong Tau Fu Bee Hoon (dry) someone's face suddenly 靠 beside me and.. "在吃什么好料？" at first i thought it was Jess's hubby.. but after much thoughts i think he shld not 靠so near mah.. aniwaes the wife is still not here.. den Keline suddenly.."Ehh! Kenny! 好久不见" den i *STUNNED*!! den i turn ard and" 哇!见鬼啦!!" but we din get to conversate at all coz everyone is so bz askin him questions.. and i din wan to *chap* in.. But after dat i msg him instead.. i think dats the onli place dat can "keep" the both of us alone??

Oh wells... abt the attraction.. i dunno wads wrong oso.. He was the one i looked for to booked my tix to Taiwan.. den... todae i recieve an E-mail tellin me to go on a course and its wif HIM! and again.. ystd i missed out one invoice is oso HIS.. Oh god! i dunno y i kept "clashing" into this person...BUT! i muz Perservere! my heart can onli stay one person! and dat is none other than

=KENNY LOY SHING CHERN!=

*Do u all realised.. its THURSDAY!*

2008-07-20T02:27:00.000-07:00

Anything wrong with this photo?? *HUMPH* my dear boi sae i look so Toot!!

气死我了！！！！黎行政！你给我记住！！ =P

2008-07-20T00:12:00.000-07:00

=The Kopi Lecture= 19 07 2008 SatuRdaY

Currently [i mean RIGHT NOW when im blogging!] im having a Kopi Lecture conducted by my dear Kenny Boi Boi! HAHAHA!! Oh wells.. it started off as a random chat about i wanted Kopi Peng (ice coffee) to keep me awake.. den he told me he preferred Kopi Gao Siew Dai.. and out of curiousity.. i asked if the Gao really makes the kopi thicker and he agreed dat Gao means More Powder less water.. and he amended.. to be exact.. he loves... [SHHH!! Wan to keep it to myself..heehee maybe later on u guys may get to find out on ur own.. =P]

Ok.. continuation... so it happen dat there is a Kopi C coming out.. so again out of curiousty.. i asked wads the C all abt? and he explained dat the C means Carnation milk instead of Condensed milk.. den being such a "clever gal" i told him.. " So Kopi O = Kopi Kosong loh! coz no sugar no milk Black Black one mah!" and he.. "NO! *Kock ur head* Kopi O = Kopi Black wif sugar, Kopi Kosong = Kopi wif milk no sugar, Kopi O Kosong = Kopi Black without sugar" Hahaha dats y he became my Kopi Lecturer! LOL and he asked me "when shall be the Pratical??" den i told him.. " If u dare to drink.. anitime! but let me 搞清楚 my theory first!" hahaha and den i noe.. at dat moment he was actually making coffee! haha (well he said dat.. LOL) den we continue.. and i told him dat the Hazelnut coffee is really damn good lah! den he made a guessed and said "its from Old Town?" and Yep! he was right! haha he said dat apart from Kopi Hun(s) dats the best 3 in 1 Hazelnut coffee he ever tasted is Old Town! haha

So.. i have concluded.. when im in Mummy's tummy i made her craved for Kopi O Gao.. so equals to.. Kopi Black wif more powder less water add sugar! Hahaha

*NOTES*

=Kopi Gao= Kopi More powder less water
=Siew Dai= less sugar/ condensed milk
=Kopi C= Carnation milk instead of Condensed milk

Kopi O= Coffee Black wif sugar
Kopi Kosong= Coffee wif milk no sugar
Kopi O Kosong= Kopi Black without sugar

*LOLz!!* dats wad i have learnt in my Kopi Lecture todae! hahaha tml breakfast shall try wad he likes? heeheee

Gracie Love her Kopi Lecturer- Kenny Boi Boi
陈丽洁黎行政

2008-07-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

=Part of my Life's 100 Days....=11 07 2008 fRiDaY

100 Days ago.. im still idling my life away.. wake up early in the morning.. have breakfast and watch teebee at the same time.. fallin asleep on the sofa.. lazing away my life for abt 6mths.. leading a so call "lifeless" or "useless" life?

100 Days later.. Today.. im a career person? Everydae my life is onli work.. knock off.. slp wake up.. work and so on... Yes... I have already worked for 3mths and 10 daes? I have spent part of my life's 100 days in UOB Travel Planners.. haha this is a place which i would or i think no one would ever think of... especially im still a Mass Communication student and todae im workin in Travel Planners!

Thinkin back.. life is really interesting? during dat shagging 6 mths i tried different types of jobs.. goin for several interviews.. but juz nth suits me? Finally one dae one of my aunt who is workin wif UOB suggested me to juz send in my resume and give a try.. and wells.. initially im really tired.. and i din really wan to accept the suggestion coz its not my goals? But at dat moment if i dun give it a shot maybe i will still be sittin at home wastin my life? So juz give it a shot..

Initially, i thought its hopeless coz the person who interviewed me told me "if u wan to work in a bank u shld need at least 3 O Credits" this sentence already killed off my "appetite" for this job.. den she continued.." but wif ur results and havin a background of Mass Communications i can try to put u in the Travel Planners" and i was like.."Ohhh.. wadever.. u happy jiu hao..." LOL and yupz.. a few daes later i receieved a call for another interview at the Travel Planners.. so i went down to Toa Payoh.. and the person who interviewed me is currently my boss Mrs Evenlyn Ng.. honestly i would like to sae dat she is the nicest interviewer of all the job interviews i went for.. she made the interview much more comfortable.. relaxing and she is understanding and respects the interviwee's decision? coz i studied Mass Communcations and workin in Travel Planners is far from wad i studied..so she suggested dat to be fair for the both of us she wans me to re-consider again even though she is quite sure dat she wanted to hire me.. and after the interview she even sees me off to the lift.. oh god! where to get such nice interviewer! wads more she is ur boss! LOL

And yep.. of course i accepted the job.. and started work on 1st April.. haha April Fool's Day!! everyone at home was askin "is ur boss tryin to fool u?? " haha On the first day of work.. im really "empty"? i sat out there for like abt 15 mins from 830 to 845.. seeing ppl goin in and out coz moring go to the pantry to take water to start the dae... den finally someone come and "bother" me? shes Yvvone.. part of the HR ppl... she brought me to my supervisor.. Susan.. den i was a=handed over to Shirlyn which is now my Shifu! LOL coz she teached me a lot of things.. or can sae she is handling over her things then she will change place to do invoicing.. den after dat Susan ( Da Shi Fu) brought me to go round the office to "know the ppl" and dat is where this table had attracted me.. and not onli the table.. the Owner of the table oso attracted me.. hahaha [u all noe who lah... =D]

As i said.. life is really interesting.. i din plan to or even thought of workin in a bank wads more! a bank's Travel Planners! and den fall in for the Owner of the "attractive table" Kenny Loy! haha on the very first dae i was attracted to the table coz..he got a lot of food on his table!!! from biscuts to sweets! haha and im like.. "Wah!! this table very nice to eat sia!" haha den being a newbie i got a lot of paper work to settle and so Kenny came to me and asked me for 7 characters- numbers and aphabets and yup as u all noe i juz randomly gave my b'dae date.. coz at dat time who will think of numbers? haha and yea.. a week later he came back wif the new CPU dat he set up and told me dat the password is the 7 characters i gave to him.. hmmm.. and i ask him wads the 7 characters? LOL coz i really forgot sia.. den the most surprising thing came.. he can tell me is my b'dae date o_O!! HOW HE NOE? is my first thought in my mind! But dat is not when i fall for him beh.. actually i oso dunno y...haha Falling in love for him is actually 2 weeks later after i start work? I will remember very clearly becos.. On the 10th of April.. my beloved Wu Gui Gong Gong passed away.. i was cryin like shit and for 2 daes i bring 2 "fishballs"- swollen eyes to work! But no one realised.. And a week after Gui Gong Gong's death i begin to have some FEELS for Kenny... i dunno y.. but the FEEL juz came in...

I begin to need his existance in the office..can see him im so happy kind of feel.. if he happen to be on MC i felt so uncomfortable... when he came in late for work i will start to missed him.. =_="" den slowly we get to interact.. and todae we became friends.. sometimes im thinkin if Aunt did not have this suggestion... if i reject this job offer or even dat time if i twist my fate to go Europe wif sis and aunt and missed the chance to accept my Aun'ts suggestion will i still be able to get to noe him? Dat is y i sae Life is interesting...

In this 100 Days.. it is a very special 100 Days.. it bring a change to my life.. it let me have different views in life.. it let me noe different ppl in my office.. from my 2 Sales Manager- Ms Lynda Mang and Mr Fracis Chia (Uncle Francis)...Linda Ng (nice lady!! gentle and willin to crap wif me at times.. haha)...Carol, Jesslyn, Keline, Evenlyn.. Brenda (my lunch kakiees)... Calvin.. Dennis and Danny.. FCM Solutions staff who alwaes kajiao me and teach me more than wad i shld learn especially Uncle Danny who alwaes like to give "mock exams" when i send u the Credit card Charge Form.. lol not forgettin my buddy Alyssa Mama and my Kenny Boi Boi!! Haha!! U guys have created a special impact in this 100 days of my life! =D

2008-07-04T05:50:00.000-07:00

=I Opened the Disc!!!= 04072008 fRidaY

I opened the disc he gave me.. and this time I successfully managed to see the contents!! Hahaha and... Yup! its really Se Qing Pian lah! **Oops! haha juz jokin..** Its actually all the songs dat i gave to him plus a few more files he added in..seeing the timings he generated the files is like this guy really no need to slp one lor.. he can do all these at 3am in the morning! 心疼 my Boi Boi.. =]

"Boi Boi.. no need so hardworkin to generate my files at wee hours lah.. im very assured dat my files are safe in ur hands.. =] but aniwaes thanks for alll the effort to generate at such hours and bring it down for me.. Love U! =D"

Gracie ♥ Kenny Boi Boi

2008-07-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

Thursday!! Its Juz the Day!!! 03 07 2008 (obviously its THURSDAY!!!)

Thursday is definitely the dae for Kenny Boi Boi & Me!! heehee the dae he msg me to tell me abt my "forgotten bubble tea" is on Thursday! and therefore.. i mark it the Bubble Tea dae and from then on every Thursday im drinking Bubble Tea!

Ok.. dats not the end yet! ystd he came to find me in MSN he asked if i will be workin tml (which is todae) obviously i will b workin lah.. im not like him enjoyin life paintin his house? LOL ok.. he wans to meet me to pass me the disc.. Yep! Disc!! the disc dat previosly was EMPTY now he have re-do it and double checked already.. haha So he wanted to meet outside office coz he dun wan to get "stuck" in there if he comes up as he is goin for badminton right after dat.. so.. he suggest to meet outside the Leisure dept.. and he will give me a call at abt 4plus..

Awaiting for the "4 plus"....

Yup! Yup! i kept checkin my phone and i din put it in silent mode coz for his number is specially the 私奔到月球 ringing tone! haha and it will seldom ring one loh.. so.. at abt 4:40pm he called!!! den i answered... (our conversation....)

Gracie: 谁?
Kenny Boi Boi: 你在睡觉啊?
Gracie: Ohh.. how i wish... haha
Kenny Boi Boi: 你可以下来 lobby吗?
Gracie: Lobby ah? ok.. 现在吗?
Kenny Boi Boi: ya! 现在可以下来了
Gracie: Okie.. bye bye
Kenny Boi Boi: Byyyeee...

den go until down stairs wah piang! he look super de goin to exercise loh.. wif his badminton racket and sports wear wif his glasses dat he will onli wear at home and a messy hair.. LOL and the first thing he sae to me is still..

Kenny Boi Boi: 你刚刚才睡醒啊?? 你看起来一幅刚刚睡醒的样子..
Gracie: 没有啦!我在吃蛇! haha
Kenny Boi Boi: yea right! 整天吃蛇! (takin the discs out from his racket bag)
Kenny Boi Boi: nah.. 这是你的...这是 Soke Fong 的..这是 David 的.. 知道 Soke Fong and David 是谁 hor? ( heehee coz the nite b4 i asked him who is David) haha
Gracie: 知道啦! haha

.. Den we chat for a little while..he asked abt the new IT guy dat came in issit still like ghost like dat anot? ( coz i told him dat guy is like ghost.. coz onli see him in the morning.. den the rest of the dae disappear.. lol) den i told him dat guy not handsome lah.. so no nice "scenery" in the office.. den he sae its ok lah.. aniwae he sit so farr.. haha den he ask "我那里没有人坐啊?" den i told him "Nope" oso good lah! i dun wan ppl to sit his place.. heehee den we tok abt the changes of ppl who had resigned already.. ohh.. and he seems to have first hand news from someone oso.. haha coz he sae he noe liao.. =P den i told him when i make my way down a lot of ppl saw lor.. Kaoz! scared later they go n tong feng bao xing sae i sneak out sia! den after dat we have to Bye Bye loh... but think back.. i dun remember i properly Bye Bye wif him.. i like nv look at him.. Argh!! but i can't eye contact lah.. i can't speak!

Den in the lift and look at the 3 disc.. heehee for mine he write there.. " MP3 FOR GRACIE" heehee and he draw a **Victory** sign wif angel wings! ~_~ den back to office.. i go to uncle david's table and give him the disc.. den he ask "wads dat?" i sae from Kenny.. den he ask " Kenny? wheres he?" i replied.. 走了" den i go to Soke Fong's place again same questions.. same anwsers.. oh wells.. i think they will call him lah.. heehee

...Again.. i haben open the disc..i dunno if it works this time.. i think it shld already?? coz he double-checked liao mah.. wad if cannot again huh?? Oops!! =P

♀GRACIE ♥ KENNY BOI BOI♂

2008-06-11T22:25:00.000-07:00

= I Like the way u called me!!= <3

Yesterdae nite very randomly we chatted.. actually oso not very random lah.. is juz dat he happened to come and tok to me and ask me about how are things goin on in the office... den we chatted from the name plate dat i made for him.. i told him dat its my first time takin a hammer to hammer the nails and usin super glue and i duin noe super glue is actually watery one.. LOL he told me dat he is so touched and i muz have 费了很多心思哦。。。 heehee *sweet smile* and he will hang up after he packed and paint his house.. wahaha =D

Yup yup! and i oso told him about the disc he gave me.. oh yes.. a lot of ppl ask me wads the disc all abt.. i kept can't givin u guys an ans coz all the lappies at home can't read the disc! and finally ystd i opened it usin my office com.. and when i open it.. i feel like laughin... not becos he added anithing funny BUT.... its becos.. the disc is EMPTY!!! LOL and still dare to tell me is Se Qing Pian leh! haha

and we had a random chat.. and when he wan to go n slp the sweet thing came.. he sae " gnite then... Sweet dreams Gracie... ;)" *Wurrr** i was like in Cloud 9 when he calle d me dat!!! =D and i reply him back a "nite nite Kenny boi boi" LOL and we both feel dat its so *sallah* haha coz its like its so inappropriate for him to be called Boi Boi although he wish he is still a Boi Boi haha =D

***Gracie Love Kenny Boi Boi***

2008-06-06T23:12:00.000-07:00

The dae dat i dun wish it to come is here.... 06 06 08...

Todae is the dae dat i really dun wan it to come.. coz it marks the last dae for me to be collegues with Kenny and i won't be able to see him already.. Equals to no motivation at work liao.. =( But in the mronin we did some really sweet things together.. Continue from ystd after he told me i forgot to throw my bubble tea cup.. early in the mornin when he come into my office the first thing he sae is " Aiyoo.. still haben throw ah?" at dat moment i was bz sortin out the tix accordin to numbers.. den i look up n start to laugh and sae.. "wait lah wait lah!!" den i quickly go n tear the new tix den send it to my sales manager's table.. juz nice he was there too.. so i sae "i goin to throw liao!!" (so funny lah.. machiam like inspector like dat" LOL)

After dat i went to continue wif my work.. den suddenly someone from the Leisure side wanted to find an old old agent copuon.. so i have to m ove up n down and open up the cartons to find her the tix.. and den i realised dat one of the box the bottom of the box is not secured so after i tie back the carton dat was opened den i will i have to unpack everything in dat box and undo the box by pullin it out flatten it and push it back again.. (sound so dumb rite?) and while im tying the carton he walk pass and suddenly.."YoYo" den he start to do his things.. and for me i start to unpack everything in dat box.. and the sweet thing is comin... heehee while i was tryin to pull out the box he juz nice walk pass me.. den he said.."u nv eat breakfast ah?" coz i pull until really tired and the box keep cuttin me.. so in the end i gan cui " nah.. u help me pull" and he really help me.. and together we pulled out the box and i do the pushin back again.. LOL

After dat back to work.. and i was doin some filings... den he walk in again n start to tap my table to kajiao me.. =_="" den i juz look up n smile and "amm chio" he is obviously in a good mood todae.. of course lah.. after todae is is soo free liao lor..

And yup! i did prepare a gift for him.. i din tok abt it in the last few posts cozx im bz workin on it.. i made a name plate for him..and after lunch i came back.. i find dat his surroundin bo lang..so i brought the thing to his place n he was there and i juz put it under his table.. and he asked.." wads dat?" and i replied.. " Se Qing zha zhi" LOL [coz dat time he gave me disc is is is Se Qing pian mah..] den he " ya right!" and i told him not to open in front of Alyssa coz their present is very different his is a BIG box and Alyssa's is a keychain wif a card maybe becos he thought i walk off liao so he opened up haha he din noe i will be back to put things on his Alysssa's table.. at dat moment i find him like a little boy.. so eager to open presents.. so cute.. LOL den i b4 left his area i stop by to tok to him..i ask him.." wah! so fast open finish liao ah?" den he " ya lah.. u sae cannot open in front of ppl mah.. so i muz quickly open open see see den keep back lor.. den when i go home den slowly go thru.." den i pointe dat the South Park the Kenny de figurine dat he have on his table.. and sae "so cute" and he actually tell me.. "ya! dats me!" =_="" juz becos they both shared the same name.. den i told him.. "ehh!! ur se qing pian cannot open! (lucky dat time office not much ppl..) LOL den he was like.. HUH? cannot open..and he asked if i tried on the office com.. of course nv lah! if anithing happens to dat com i will be killed! LOL

Todae he pratically spend most of the time at my office coz he hafta handover his stuffs to another colleuge so i oso "purposely" work overtime juz to be with him longer abit.. its also becos i hafta wait for the warehouse ppl to come and collect the cartons away.. so when they are here.. i bring them to where the cartons are and tell them which are the ones to take.. and upon knowing dat HE is there... i feel so weird.. coz he somehow looked at how i give instructions to the warehouse ppl.. and i feel so paiseh.. >.<" den after sendin off the ware house ppl.. i still have to take stocks for those Ferry Tickets.. and when i print out my report and go to the back of the office to punch holes he start to ask" ehh! no bubble tea todae?" den i reply.." bubble tea cannot everydae drink lah.."

After dat i start to pack up.. and when i turn ard.. ehh.. he is not there! he is back n his place.. and juz nice im goin to find Alyssa to give her my contact.. so i ask the both of them to WAIT!! coz i wan to take photo! lol but Alyssa dun wan to take cos she find herself not pretty at dat moment.. and Mr Kenny Loy actually tell me.." aiyoo i nv put make up leh!!" den he start to ask alyssa.." ehh!! got lipstick anot?" =_="" wah lau!! den i tell him.. " ni bu yao er xin lah!" den while im givin Alyssa my contact i keep on haf to hold Kenny back.. i ask him to "bie pao" (dun run) he sae "den wo tiao" but in the end i successfully get to take a photo wif him..heehee den i go back to Alyssa and get a hug from her.. and i called her "Alyssa mama" and she is like "oh no!!" coz she is still a young mother.. her son is juz a yr old onli.. LOL den i go to Kenny i called him "papa bao bao" den he "nono.. im still not eligible to be papa" haha den i start to play with the box of sweets he have on his table and he realised dat he got 2 lollipops in it.. and he " ehh! when got this?" its Alyssa put one lah.. den he start to buried it into the sweets and sae who can find it will win a prize.. and so i start to anyhow dig and i found it.. but no prize..=_="" LOL den he sae shld put a cockroach in it ah.. den it reminds me of the lizard in my rasin bread!! and i tole him about it and he actually ask me is the lizard nice? and still demo out the eatin style OMG!! den i haf to make clear dat I DIN EAT THE LIZARD!! its dat i wan to pick n see if there is any remainin rasins and i realised got dat dumb ass thing in my bread!!!!

Den after dat i start to haf a chat wif Alyssa..ask her a Qian Bian Wen Da Ti.. and she was laughin like nobody'z biz.. den i told her rice dumbling Joke.. and her IQ is really good lah!! she get the joke.. LOL and i went to ask Kenny the Qain Bian wen Da Ti.. he have not gave me the ans yet coz he was a little bz teachin my collegue.. and i din pester for the ans oso.. but juz let Alyssa noe dat he din gave me the ans so dun tell him the answer oso.. LOL and yea.. abt 730pm im offically "bang gang" actually is abt 715pm i can go liao lah.. its juz dat wo bu she de.. haizzz...

Juz hope dat he like ther thing i made... =)

2008-06-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

=Juz a msg makes my nite!=

I juz recieve an sms from him.. and its a msg i see already i will laugh n feel paiseh one lor!! he actually msg me to tell me dat i forgot to throw my bubble tea cup and my snacks open liao and left there!! Wah lau!! so paiseh lor!! jing ran let him see this side of me.. *paiseh* but hor.. i admit dat i forgot to throw my cup lah.. but snacks.. i nv open any ah.. he muz haf saw the pocky box which i left on my table for a loooonngg time lah..

AHHH!! really so paiseh lah!! but im so glad dat he will msg me juz to tell me all these.. heehee
*sweet smile*

2008-06-03T07:00:00.000-07:00

Something Happy??

After posting up so mani emo posts the past few daes.. todae finally got something brights me up a little or can i sae A Lot?? Todae in the morning while im bz wif my stuffs in the office suddenly a CD dropped in to my table.. i look up and its Kenny!! At first i was a little shock n i gave him a " wads dat?" look and when he is abt to move off he walk back again n i asked "wads this?" and he actually replied me.. "色情片" =_="" i was like "HoHo ok.." [but until now i still haben get to open the disc coz the cd drive in this lappie is not workable!! so i dunno wads the content all about but it shld be the 400+ soongs dat i gave him n sun bian saved in his thumbdrive one..

Den about knockin off time i waited for Alyssa.. his collegue to go home together.. so have been shagging since 530pm.. and bu hao yi si to sit there to rot when its already knock off time i decided to go to Alyssa's place which is juz behind Kenny to wait for her.. and yup yup! had a GREAT time hangin myself there.. haha coz i was reading a Popular mag at Alyssa's place while she was away to do her stuffs.. den when im reading i sense someone walkin towards me and i knew its him so the first thing i told him is.. " 不要disturb我" haha den he ask me wad im readin.. so i lift up the book n he come n tell me.. " Ohh dats my book" den i replied "Oh no!" LOL

Yup yup.. while reading of course not to forget to "beo" him mah.. and i happen to look ard his table and i saw dat on his keyboard got one MP3 player dat is almost like mine!! i dunno if its the same brand.. but its a little happy lah.. oso white color one.. heehee and the thing is.. he connected the player to his computer and happen dat while im reading the mag the song by MayDay-私奔到月球 started to play.. and of course being so "sensitive" once the startin i already looked up and i saw him increasing the volume.. hmmm.. at dat moment i begin to wonder issit becos he knew dat i like Mayday..i like Ah Xin dats y he purposely increased the volume for me to listen.. or.. issit he like this song oso? If its really he like this song.. den i will be very happy coz we somehow have dat little "mo qi" coz for his number.. i set dat song as his ringing tone..heehee =P

2008-06-01T08:06:00.000-07:00

*RANTING*

Im so tired.. really tired.. im psychologically n mentally tired.. my thoughts is in a mess.. the daes u r leavin became countable..after this week i won't be able to see u again.. wad will happen after u left is alwaes the question in my mind.. can i survive thru the daes without u? Im really tired.. everydae wake up.. the first thought is U.. y? i dunno... it juz became a natural thing.. I tried to treat u like normal frens although deep down my heart im truely in love wif u but i know things can't stepped on too fast n too hard.. so im tryin very hard to treat u like how i treat friends.. and juz now u made me wonder.. wad m i to u? a fren or not?

Im tryin my best to improve our relationship to very good frens.. i alwaes start the msn conversation although i still got the worrie dat i might be a nusiance to u.. and i hope not.. and wantin to haf a proper meal wif u b4 u leave is juz a little wish deep down my heart.. but when i pop the question.. u appeared offline.. in my mind i feel dat u r tryin to hide away from my question.. and i gave u n myself 15 to 20 mins b4 i appear offline too thinkin dat if i appear offline maybe u will feel betta and sign in again.. n juz nice 1 min b4 i go offline.. u came in.. but u put ur status to Busy... i dunno how far issit true dat u r bz.. but i juz dun feel good.. i hope im not thinkin too much.. but the more i think.. the more hurt in my heart i get and i literally teared.. i feel so dumb dat i teared.. i dunno.. from dat moment. my thoughts dropped into a messy mood.. everything seems to entangle.. which lead me to think of my own future...

Worrying wad will happen to me after u left is alwaes the question in my mind.. Can i survive thru the daes without u? Becoz i knew dat gettin a job is rather difficult these daes dats y i can't quit like u.. and if i really do so.. i think i will get killed... But thinkin back.. comin into this line is not wad i wan.. and honestly from the start of work til now i seems to haf lost the Passion.. Goals n Dreams in wad i studied- Mass Comm. this makes me even lost... wad do i really wan? I really dunno.. Im juz simply too tired to think... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

2008-05-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

...MIXTURE...

My emotions is mixed up.. i dunno wad it shld really be... Happy? Sad? Happy becos i finally got his number! I used the most weird method to get his number.. hmmm.. think shall not revealed.. jux wanna keep it as a memory...?? Im sad... coz i realised dat the daes we can see each other is gettin lesser..

A few daes ago i heard dat his leavin is confirmed and it will be on June the 8.. i din wan to look at the calendar to remind myself the dae he is leavin.. but todae while watchin teebee.. a commercial made me realised dat June 8 is a SUNDAY! dat means to me the last dae for the both of us to be collegues is on June the 6! I dun wan can? I dun wan dat dae to cum can? I dunno wad will happen to me on June 9.. do i still have the motivation to work?

No more his existance in the office.. no more.. no more... can dun leave?? ='(

2008-05-13T08:19:00.001-07:00

Emo-ing... 13 05 08 TueSdaY

Why let me overheard stuffs dat i dun wan to noe? Why let me fall in love for u and den u are leaving? Why juz a simple hope to be together wif someone i like became so difficult?? WHY? WHY?WHY???!!

This time i really had fall in.. even last time's rejection i oso dun feel so bad so moody.. IM REALLY IN LOVE WITH U! Juz simply dunno y... When i overheard dat u will be leavin soon my heart dropped.. my hand stoped workin.. I lost my motivation to work.. Everydae the motivation to go into office is to see U! Even u took half dae off.. not in the office i already feel so uncomfortable.. I can't imagine if u r really gone wad is my purpose there.. I can't get to see u.. I lost my motivation to work.. den i realised the importance of U in ME! 不要走好吗？不要离开好吗? 我不能也不知道要怎么对你坦白。。。每次看到你就觉得来上班有了意义。。至少有一个你在那里。。有一个懂我的你。。愿意陪我胡闹的你。。。

我有多么得向往能有和你在一起的机会。。我只想能天天看到你。。。如果能有这个机会。。我想对全世界的人说我爱你！我喜欢你！！KENNYLOYSHINGCHERN

2008-05-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

Why do i feel dat i will be killed by someone and when im dead i still dunno wads the reason? This is the current question dat is running in my mind.. i dunno if its becos after havin a bad experienced the last time dat makes me be much more careful and got myself a protective layer.. I juz feel da tthis woman in my office is sometimes tryin to find trouble.. Todae im suppose to sort out invoices and i knew dat i haf sorted out everything nicely.. and left it on her table..and as usual she will do the checkins.. den after awhile she came to tell me dat Oil Tanking is missin den she said its in the second batch.. but not really understandin wad she meant.. i brought back the whole stack of invoices to my place again..

Awhile later my supervisor suddenly ask wheres reuters invoices.. and they actually found it at my place.. den she ask.. " i need an explaination y is the invoice there?" Hey! i sorted them out already OK! and dat woman did the checkins if she is done she shld not have put it in the stack! but wad to do.. juz admit its my fault lor.. im juz makin things betta ok.. if im to quarrel down i tell u i will make sure u dun end work at 6pm! BITCH! Pls lah.. u are already a married woman already.. dun play such kiddy games animore.. and ur attittude sometimes make me wonder are u tryin to play me.. Todae u sae u won't haf lunch wif me.. Oh!! i tell u how glad can i be man! but ur tone sounds like u wanna take revenge.. u seems like its becos these few daes i haf my dad to have lunch wif me and i din follow u guys so todae u wan to take revenge to make me eat alone..

But let me tell u.. i won't be lonely one lor.. u noe.. todae technology advance.. i can call my fren.. (yup! here thanx to jiamin to pei me tok durin lunch hr when i went to buy McDonalds! LOL) I WON'T BE LONELY! i da bao back.. at least my meal still come wif a chocolate sundae lor! Ur laksa?! *CHHHEE *BLEH** Sometimes i really dunno wad r u thinkin.. u can be quite nice at times.. but sometimes a bit nasty.. u make me feel u r not trustable at all lor.. and I DUN EVEN WAN TO TRUST U AT ALL lor!!

I WAN TO BE MORE CLEVER! I DUN WAN TO BE PLAYED BY U ANIMORE! U BETTA BEHAVE ALSO! DUN FORGET U HAF A SECRET DAT I OVERHEARD... U WAN TO TAKE LEAVE ON JULY THE FIRST TO MOVE UR HSE.. BUT U FEEL DAT SUPERVISOR WON'T GRANT SO U PLAN TO TAKE MC! IF U R TO CONTINUE.............. I CAN'T BE SURE IF I WILL GIVE U OFF............... *SMIRKING*

2008-04-27T04:59:00.000-07:00

Mayday's Concert~26 April 2008

Went for Mayday's concert and it was a really good one! This is not my first time goin to concerts but its the first time i really Get HIGH!! Very HIGH! actually stand up jumping and screamin plus shoutin like mad.. LOL [maybe to vent out my workin stress & anger =P] But everything is really good.. they had the round about stage and juz nice the bridge dat connects both sides of the stadium is in front of me and i can see them really clearly and of course when i see 阿信 i was *AAAAAHHH** damn shiok lah! LOL ok.. really cannot describe it.. juz too good already..BUT!! he nv sing 忘词!!! *HUMPH* my fav song 竟然没有唱! ok.. so since he nv sing.. todae i manage to settle the bill wif him.. LOL

I went for the autograph seesion for the book at IMM todae oso.. and the first time.. i was in the aircon and wads more! first few! BUT! becos 石头's autograph session comes first.. and some ppl wan to sign 石头's book and 阿信's book the stupid organiser actually plan to let those queue for 石头 one to go first for 阿信's autograph session dat means we all onli got 阿信's book one will queue behind them! AHHH!! and there goes my first row seat! ARGH! Ohh wadever.. aniwaes i manage to see my dear 阿信 and yup! the settle bill issue..

When i go up the stage.. i gave him my book.. he started off.. "Hi 你好!" so i 你好 back lor.. den i continue.. "为什么作天没有唱"忘词"?? den he juz "Ohh.. *smile* =_='' ok.. i admit dat my settlin bill is not very successful.. but at least we conversate a little! Wahahah!! im so crazy liao lor!! *FAINT* very happy lah!! XD and we shake hands!! Wooohoo~~!!! 是HIGH的LOR!!!! XD

Very happy todae oso.. heehee juz realised dat HE accepted me in Facebook [ coz i added him] and he added me in msn and friendster.. *SURPRISE* heehee =P

2008-04-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

Im Crushed into Someone...19 04 2008 SaTuRdaY

The FEEL is back!!! The feel dat i used to haf for D L L W is back! but this time round is not for him.. but is for another guy... Ok.. i might sounded "花心" here but.. Hey! i already had an answer from D L already.. and we onli became normal frens (or not even frens.. =_="") Ok wadever it is...

Yup! i had crushed into the SOMEONE..he is from the IT dept in the office... Dunno y but he is juz too clever to noe anithing... On the first dae of work.. he came to me and ask me for 7 numbers so dat he can set up an a/c for me for the office com...so i juz put my b'dae date and a G for Grace.. abt a few daes to a week later he came wif the new PC and asked me to try loggin in...and i was blurred and i asked... " Wads the user ID n password?" den he replied.. " password is the 7 numbers u gave me lah.. ur b'dae date..ya ur b'dae date.." i was surprise how he noe?

On Wednesday.. i open my office e-mail box.. i recieve an e-mail from him... ok.. is juz those forwarded msg.. but i tried to see who he had forward to but there did not write! not even a single address and its forward into my mail box?! Ok.. no wonder he is in IT...

And ystd when i go to work after i scanned my card n go in he juz nice came out to the pantry.. and he sae "hello" and i juz replied a "Good Morning" ok it sounds "wood"..but becos on thurs when i left the office he is usin the com and i walked pass him i did not tell him Bye Bye i feel so bad.. =P den after dat i start to do my daily reports and while waitin for the system to capture the datas i juz randomly turned ard and look outside the door and he juz nice walk towards n i was like "chua dio" and i quickly turn back.. Oh my! and the thing is i keep on hoping to see him the whole dae... 天啊! dats not the way man! But the thing is i dunno where he can hide sia.. can for the whole dae dun see him.. but suddenly abt 5 plus he can dunno appear from where.. =_='''
But in the end until end of work i still din see him and i juz knocked off... =I

12 13am

2008-04-10T05:21:00.001-07:00

Goodbye my Dearest & Most Special Friend.... in beloved.. 10 April 08 Thursday...

"Wu Gui Gong Gong!!" "Ah Gu gong Gong!!" "Morning Gu Gong Gong!" this is wad i alwaes like to call u when im goin to feed u.. or when i juz wan to kajiao u.. or when saturday mornings when im at the balcony doin the laundry.. but from todae onwards my best fren.. U will no longer be in the tank.. U r gone...

Im sorrie im not a good master.. i din take good care of u.. all i noe is to feed u wif the veg n go off.. i dun even noe u r suffering.. I hate myself.. the last time u tried to wave at me but i juz walk off tryin to find u some veg n i din get back to u.. I HATE!! I HATE MYSLEF TO CORE! if im to attend to u.. u might be saved...

Yesterday nite when u dun even feel like movin..mum asked me wad would i wan to do if anything happens to u? I din wan to answer this question at all.. I believed dat u will alwaes be wif me.. u will be my 嫁妆.. u will be my heirloom..but this morning when mummy kept knockin at ur tank, my heart fell.. i knew something is goin to be very wrong.. and u really left me.. Im sorrie! U left me without havin a last good meal oso.. juz becos the veg u alwaes eat is out of stock.. and when finally the veg is back.. u already din haf the energy to eat.. Im sorrie! i made u suffer..

Gu Gong Gong.. leave for good ok.. be a betta person the next life.. i will preserve u a big n nice place in my heart and oso try to preserve ur body..=') I Love U! U mean so much to me! u noe all my problems when i dunno who to tell.. U r the onli one who will listen wif no grumbles when im recitin my exam notes to u.. u r truely the best person to listen to me and keep all my secrets and u really kept them well...i dun think i can find another Wu Gui dat is as gentle as u.. although everytime i let u out for a walk u will alwaes get curious wif my fingers and tried to bite it.. I nv regret lettin u bite them.. I Love U.. and i alwaes will.. No matter where u r.. Be Happy ok.. =)

2008-04-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

So BuSy....05 04 2008 SaTuRdaY

Im back! after sooo long din post anithing up... but some changes occured in my life.. I found myself a job!! ok.. nth to be facinated.. although i alwaes emo abt gettin a job.. but! this job is not wad haf ever thought of! and dat is to work in a bank!

Alright.. im workin wif UOB in Travel Planners..weird eh?! a Bank do Travelin biz oso! ok.. maybe this is the 传说中的 Bao Ka Liao! lol and my job oso quite Bao Ka Liao oso.. i haf to handle the tix still nvm.. even changin papers is oso my job! oh god!

This job almost made me faint! Juz by learnin the system i already wan to commit suicide! there are so mani different key codes and passwords! and even the photostatin machine oso need ID and Password! oh god! I alone hafta handle 3 computers.. one is to print daily reports.. and void reports and the other one is to check if there are ani special tix! and not everything is print from 1 printer.. but 3 printers!!! AHHH!!! 2 outside.. and one in the Account's room!! and after printin all those reports i still muz tally all the ticket numbers.. void certain tix.. den i can print another set of reports from another system!! *WAHHH**!!! dats not the end.. den i still haf to settle all the datas in excel save it den open another system again to update the latest data!!! *AAAAHHH!!!!*

As mentioned.. i haf to change papers oso.. yup! those papers are not normal A4 papers..but those carbon papers and tickets dat look like a boardin pass! and its not sae change den change one ok.. u still muz make sure all the papers is used up.. if there r remainins... we still haf to void it.. and voidin it is not juz takin a pen n cancel it on the tix.. but u haf to type a veryyy long key code to down the datas.. den key in another code to void off the coupons.. den u can put in the new set of tix and after dat u still haf to key in codes again to upload the new datas! oh god!!!
=_="""!!

Alright.. and after 1 whole weeks hard work.. ystd i met Tan Ah Niang after work! alright first things first paiseh for being late... not my fault aniwaes ok! who ask the stupide tix anytime dun finish muz wait until ystd den finish.. make me haf to stay back n learn! but aniwaes i gave u a ride back liao mah! LOL haha dats not the point.. the point is.. Its Fridae! so its like happy hour time!!! we went to marina sq tryin to find an ATM machine.. but not really successful.. so we had dinner first at Cafe Cartel! so hungry lah!! and we 一边 feast! 一边 chat abt our office stuffs and time really flies lor!! after dinner its abt 842pm n we were like "I WAN SHOPPING!!" so we make our way to Millenia Walk coz Tan Ah Niang wan to get some chocs.. and finally we did manage to find an ATM machine there!! LOL den we quickly get back to Marina Sq again.. hmmm.. shops are startin to close.. so we quickly run into FOX... TopShop.. Giodarno.. these shops which still not closed yet.. coz wanna get some office wear if not mon to fri keep on headache wad to wear! and finally i got myself a pair of skirt from Baleno! haha $19! i love this price! Original price is $29 but got $10 off! so BUY lah!! den we went int G2000.. saw a top.. but it looks like wad i already haf.. so still Considerin..

den abt 10 pls daddy came to pick me.. den oso sun bian gib ah niang a ride home.. on the way went to pick sis and in the end reached home at abt 12! WAHHH!! heehee first time can so late! but of course in between still recieved call from grandma.. USUAL!! >.<

1: 14 am
Slpin soon.. its sunday!! means tml hafta work already.. *SAD* another 5 daes!

2008-03-21T09:08:00.001-07:00

The pictures are here!! =D

2008-03-19T09:28:00.000-07:00

17th March 08~ ShoppiNG Spree~~

Whhheee~~ went shoppin wib ah leng todae..and we really haf a fruitful one! heehee she bought
2 tops from mango when we were at tam.. and after lunchie at Pepper Lunch Taka we continue our shoppin! heehee

I WANT MY 阿信!!

I kept on forgettin to look for the book 阿信 wrote recently and todae i finally remebered! and of course my usual place to look for such books shall be Kino.. so we went up to Kino and it was SOLD OUT!! ahhh!!! i got the person to check out for me if other branches haf.. and yup! the bugis branch left wif onli 3 books! so.. **CHIONG AHHH!!**

Okok.. but while *CHIONG-ING..* nv forget to 发挥 our shopping 精神! so when makin our way to the mrt station we went to Hula Hula to see clothes.. Forever 21.. Fox.. lol ok.. dats us.. and after dat we go down to bugis! and straight away to Kino ah!! *PHEW* came in time the books are still ard and i still can haf choices to choose from.. heehee den 二话不说。。。 BUY LAH! wads more is rush from Orchard leh! if dun buy like so 对不起 ah leng.. myself and our efforts to make our way there! LOL so after dat walk a little while more and go home lah!

Dinner at my Place.. Nasi Lemak~

Yup! Mummi cooked NasiLemak.. so got leng to join us for dinner.. and dear fren here was addicted to the little ikan billis haha
*YOZ! Nasi Lemak really so nice ah?! LOL i go n steal the recipe den tell u how to cook ok! LOL*

Yeah! den after dinner back to room.. hmmm.. nth to do?! No problem! Cam whore time! haha start to take photos.. do all sorts of silly pose and expressions haha =P [haben got the photos.. will upload it when i got them..=P] ... den of course after all the pic takin session send ah leng home lah.. =D *Bye Bye*

2008-03-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

Genting Trip~ 13th March-14th March 2008

Went on a trip to Genting wif mummy daddy and mummy's collegues Ms Tan.. Ms Peh & Mrs Tan.. Whee~

Start off our trip at 530 am! Oh My God! still SLEEPY...ZZzZzzz LOL coz dad worrie dat the custom will jam coz they r quite strict as they wan to get the "SELAMAT Datang" OUT! lol Yup! first stop is to Mrs Tan's place to fetch her.. den to Tampinese to fetch Ms Tan and den SengKang for Ms Peh and offf we go!!! But thank goodness.. the custom is quite smooth.. so abt 640am we already reached Malaysia.. and first things first is to feed ourselves! We went to those roadside stalls and feast! got ourselves some dim sum.. wanton noodles.. and Penang char kuay tiao.. and the classic thing is abt the ordering of drinks.. there are six of us in total.. so we wan.. 2 Kopi.. 2 Kopi C kosong.. 1 Kopi Kosong and 1 Teh C Kosong.. but the auntie seems to be messed up by us.. and she seems to haf gave up for orders and walk off.. ok.. for the moment i feel dat her attitude is really bad.. but in the end she came backwif the drinks.. BUT onli 5 cups and i think 2 wrong orders.. ok.. obviously.. she can't take it.. LOL and oso to comment a little.. her makin coffee skills really sucks.. i tried my mum's kopi kosong.. oh my shit! its so bitter and a little sour.. *Yeeewww...*

Okie! after breakfast.. off we go! continue our journey.. hmm.. takes abt 4 hrs to reach KL so 2hrs later we stop over in between Malacca to KL for a little break oso let the car have a rest.. den off we continue again and abt 12 we reached KL den chiong ah!! go up to Genting! As it will be quite a tough road to move up.. so i suggested off the aircon.. open the window so can save the energy for the car..and its so SHIOK lah! the cool wind n slowly the higher we go the mistier it gets! and to the extend of almost cannot see wads in front! And abt 1 we reach and we tried to find a parkin space at Resort Hotel which we will be stayin in... oh my! all i can sae is the carpark is really scary~~ no parkin space nvm.. it look so old n freemzy.. so change location to partk at Genting hotel.. err.. although the carpark is also quite sama lah.. old n freemzy.. but at least it still feel a little "relaible" haha

~Check in! Check in!~

Yeah!! Check in time!! mummy asked for a connected room.. but the person told us dat there is one avaliable.. but onli one of the connected room is cleaned up.. if we wan we might haf to wait til after 4.. but we dun mind! aniwae for the time being as long as there is one room for us to put our luggages it will be good enuf! so.. WE WANT IT!! LOL also! thank goodness the person is kind enuf to gif us this room dat is juz newly renovated and its at the 9th floor! Wooo! the HIGHER the MERRIER is mine concept! haha so off we got to room 9131 first.. and yeah! we realised dat they are clearin up the another connected room! so we decided to haf lunchie first den we go n get the keys for the other room after dat...

~Lunch! Lunch!!~

Lunhie at Old Town..we had a hard time gettin dat place out! we walked up to the shoppin area to find it.. but not found and yet i found my Mayday advertisment! haha they are goin to haf a concert there on the 19th of April lah! heehee and of course how can i miss the chance? take a photo of the advert! haha and in the end we gave up findin the Old Town on our own.. we went to ask the security guard and he told us to take a lift to B5 from our hotel and yup! We found it!! haha and juz b4 i stepped in sis called up.. heehee she juz wan to let us noe she haf reached Europe liao.. and she asked.

Sis: Ehh! ur place got rain anot?
Grace: No lehh but im covered wif clouds liao lah! Very cloudy lah!
Okie.. after conversation.. *HUNGRY* lah! LOL and Wah! Mrs Tan.. Ms Tan.. Ms Peh.. Daddy all holdin up the menus! can see they are really hungry oso! haha so order order! Mrs Tan.. Ms Peh.. Mis Tan and myself ordered a Redang Chicken.. dad ordered curry chicken noodles..and mummy juz wanted toasts..and FEAST!!! *SLURP* *BURBB* haha

Shoppin~~

After lunchie.. walk to First World Hotel for shoppin! there got more shops lah.. and last time actually we used to stay there.. but coz dad sae Resort Hotel juz renovated.. so wan to stay at Resort hotel... and start Shoppin!!! Mummy gave me RM$100 as a reward for helpin her out for the one week to take care of the little toddlers in her school..and i thought i will haf a great shoppin spree but.. NO!! oh my! din get anithing for myself for this whole trip! Gosh!! and of course mum's main motive to go Genting is to go to the Casinos! and this woman.. she insisted me to go in n see.. i tell u.. im angry wif her at dat time.. i myself noe very well dat i won't be able to go in.. my age already cannot pass liao.. and she still wan me to go in.. ok fine! i go in lor... and true enuf kana check and been asked to go out lor.. and she still can tell me.."sorrie girl" in my heart im like "SHITY! sorrie is NO USE at all OK! coz i already sae NO in the first place so for wad u still sae sorrie? and if i insisted to reject to go in.. im sure u will gif me dat STUPID black face rite? and instead of dun let u throw face i myself got into embarassement by being asked to go out! Juz simply dunno wad r u thinkin!" I really dunno wads so nice abt goin in to the casino? wads there to see? Roulette.. Jackpots.. Poker cards.. all these still need to SEE one meh? watch the Unbeatables can liao mah! so i stand outside n play handphone and awhile later Ms Tan n Ms Peh came out and they asked me to go shoppin wif them.. and abt 6pm Mrs Tan n mum came out of the casino and we called dad who was slpin in the hotel out for dinner and we had Kenny Rogers..

~Dinner!~

Honestly.. im not hungry at all..so actually i decided to haf juz a little plate of Cheese &Macaroni.. and again.. dat woman wan to interfere again! she say "take the 1/4 chicken den at least still can haf 3 side dish n one muffin!" and in the end all of us haf to eat the same thing...=_='' at dat moment i feel dat she is so dominant and K Poh! *sianz*..and after dinner she asked dad to follow me to go shoppin and this time round i BLAST! i asked" y muz haf someone to walk wif me? can't i go on my own?" den she "u sure u wan to go on ur own? later u noe how to go back to hotel anot? u walk from there..*blah*blah*blah*" PLEASE lah!! its not the first time i go Genting..and dat place honestly speakin is not BIG at all lor.. and true enuf.. is really NOTHING to buy...

Back to the room...

so abt 9plus i went back to hotel to bath.. and i tell u.. the thing dat appease me is the shower lah! its so SHIOK lor! the water so strong and its like one wash u will be so Clean!!! and its so nice to be alone in the room lor! after my bath.. i decided to go downstairs to look for dad for coffee at Coffee Bean.. and when i go downstairs i gave mum a call thinkin dat dad will be wif her...and she told me Ms Tan n Ms Peh is goin back and they dun haf the room card! so i went back to the hotel lobby to wait for them.. and while waitin.. i was being asked to do a survey for the hotel.. and im like dio chua! coz the person's first quest to me is.." r u a guest here?" im like SHIT! r they goin to chase me away if i sae NO? den i sae"Ya! i waitin for my fren"den i realised dat he juz wan me to do a survey for him lah.. *PHEW* dio chua! LOL so do lor.. and for no reason i got a 30% off voucher for ani resturants dat i visit when i check out b4 12 noon.. lol and in the end even after finish the survey Ms Tan n Ms Peh is still not here! Thinkin dat they might haf gone up while im doin the survey.. i quickly go back to the room but they still haven come back.. so i wait in the room n awhile later.. they came back.. and Ms Tan is so funny! she tried to open the other room door.. but wasn't successful coz she used the wrong card! she used the casino card! haha den Ms Peh helped her to open and done! Room 9133 is opened and the connectin door is oso opened! den the 3 of us shag in the room and watch tv.. den even b4 dad.. mum n Mrs Tan came back we all already fall asleep..

The Next Day.. 14th March..

abt 830am we set off for breakfast! Ok! havin breakfast is again another classic.. the nite b4 we suggested Coffee Bean.. but when we go in.. we find dat there is nth special.. so Mrs Tan suggested to go to Hou Mei at First World Hotel.. but they wanted bread..and we asked the staffs if they haf those bread on the men on the wall they sae No..so despite we all already sit down.. we stand up n we walk out of the resturant.. lol juz becos No bread.. haha den we walk.. to McDonalds.. thinkin dat it shld be alright already.. coz got Bread mah! but dunno y.. Nope! and we walk off and in the end we ended up in Burger King! haha 100% sure got BREAD! and i think onli we this group of ppl will walk in n out of the resturant until we found sumthing we like bah.. LOL and after breakfast we went back to the room to pack our things.. while they were packin i drag dad to the minimart at the hotel lobby to shop.. but still bought nth.. den i told dad i will go to go to the Arena of Stars where Mayday will held their concert at to take a look n oso see if there are ani brochures dat i can take.. but nope.. nth i could take and oso the Arena of Stars is an enclosed place.. =( so i made my way back and all of them came down already and we were ready to set off...

*Down we Go~~~*

Spin Spin Spin! from Genting we Spin down.. the road was covered wif clouds and we really haf to s l o w l y spin down.. and gradually from a cloudy sight.. we see a clear view! Nice weather! den Bye Bye! Genting..

Low clouds coverin the trees...

a viewof the road from the top...

...goin up!!

*Misty.. Cloudy*

MayDay!!! i think this is the onli thing im happy wif for this trip.. LOL

Old Town.. where we haf our lunchie!

The Chicken Rendang from Old Town..

Kenny Rogers.. yum yum!

The 1/4 chicken wif Potatoe salad.. Cheese Macaroni and Closeraw

Room of 9131

Room of 9133

a view from my room.. 9133

2008-02-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

...Another Master Piece..

Have been thinkin quite a lot these few daes.. juz killing some of my brain cells thinkin abt my future and issues dat i nv thought of.. and i came up wif another Master Piece.. heehee there it goes..

我不知道。。
我觉得我的眼前好黑暗
光明在那里？？

那种感觉又回来了
好像一旦被拒绝那里就变成了禁地我就再也走不进去
可是我还能去那里??
我觉得我的前方好茫然

今天我终于把事情看得很透彻
是因为我们拥有的太多了
所以我们同时也失去了彼此

是因为失去了彼此
我才领悟到一个开始终就会有结束的那一天。。。

2008-02-21T05:15:00.000-08:00

.... Goal?.. Dream?.. Passion?....

Goal.. Dream.. Passion?? First things first.. i would like to thank Gods for answerin my prayers.. Monday 18th Feb i have been offered an interview chance a Mediacorp on 20th Feb Wednesday! =D i was like jumping for joy when i recieved the call!! And yup! the day finally arrived which was ystd.. oh my.. i was like goin to die of heart attack on the way there!

3 ppl interviewed me.. i find one of them familiar.. and yup! she appears on TV before! She is Wu Yong Hua i think? Coz i applied for a job as an Assiatant Producer for Chinese Entertainment so of course she muz be there coz she is the producer for Project Superstars.. Campus Superstars and Superband! And yup! i actually shake hands wif every intervwer Ok! this is a form of politness.. haha i hope this earn me some points! ;) lol.. The interview go on quite smoothly.. they seems to be quite nice.. smilin all the way.. first things first when i enter they start to giggle abt sis's occupation.. coz i wrote there Asthma Consultant.. so i gave them a blur look and they explained dat earlier they were tokin abt the child of one of the interviewer.. so i told them "Ohh ok! she is outside right now" yup! coz sis accompanied me there.. and Ms Wu was like jokinly tell the lady.. "Ohh so later u can go n consult" and she ask me " its free of charge one rite?" and i was like *BURRR* and i replied "err.. yaa..." Tian ah! first time see me already so Partially HIGH liao ah??

Okie.. back to biz.. the interview started..

3rd interviewer: so y would u choose this job?

ahgrace: becos im interested in the media..

Ms Wu: becos u like to watch tv?

ahgrace: yup! coz see its like so fun to produce a programme..

Ms Wu: so wads ur goal in this field? (haizz.. this question is i nv thought of b4 lor.. in my mund i was thinkin.. my goal now is to get a job.. let me explore this industry den i will noe wad is my ultimate goal..) so i juz replied..

ahgrace: nv thought of b4.. juz wanted to explore this industry first.. i dun mind to work from the lower status..

Ms Wu: wads the diff between diploma n advanced diploma..

ahgrace: diploma have hands-on but adv dip is more theorical..

and i forgot wad we said and Ms Wu suddenly asked.. y dun u go n study sumthing related like mass communications b4 gettin this job?" and i was like *BLURR* so i replied her.. "im a mass comm graduate" and the 3rd interviewer quickly showed her my applicaiton form... in my heart i was like.. Oh my! did u read my appliaction form properly??

**Continue..**

Ms Wu: so wad hands-on u did?

ahgrace: we did a small production and we oso go go into a studio

HR Lady: so tell us more abt ur production.. like wad is ur role and the difficulties u faced

ahgrace: Our topic is abt child abuse.. but it somehow went a little out of track.. my role is to handle the camera and prepare the scripts.. and the rest of the job is shared by the other members of the grp.. as for the difficulties.. we haf to get the correct position of the sunlight coz if we back face our actors face will turn out dark..

3rd Interviewer: so wad u did in the studios?

ahgrace: i oso handle the camera..

Ms Wu: u seems to be more interested in the technical areas.. (in my mind i feel like tellin her.. actually is becos camera is much easier to handle..lol)

3rd interviewer: so do u noe wad is the job scope of an Assistant Producer?

ahgrace: we haf to control crowds to prevent them from walkin into the camera shots..we haf to take note of the clothings goin out and rmb to bring them back.. dun leave anithings behind..we oso haf to do camera scripts.. like record down the camera shots.. MS..CU..LS

Ms Wu: ohh.. so u all haf learn dat too??

And of course ahgrace said YES! confidently.. lol but oso muz thank ah min for tellin me wads a cam script before hand! lol den the 3rd interviwer suddenly said.. "actually the major job for an Assistant producer is dat u haf to assist the producer from location research.. bookin of artistes.. preparin clothes.. and handle every little things in the whole production..and when producer sae go home sometimes oso haf to stay until very late.. and even weekends u might oso be pulled out to work can u take it?" and of course at dat very moment haf to sae YES i can..

Okie.. everything seems to be goin smoothly until they ask me if i got ani questions.. haizz.. normally i won't ask questions at all.. but ystd i juz ask.. " do i haf to sign ani contract?" den the HR lady replied.. "yes u may haf to sign 1 or 2 yrs" den the Ms Wu ask.. "is there anithing wrong?" so honestly i replied.. "juz feel abit scared to haf a contract wib me.." den she replied.." if u r scared.. then gif u 1 or 2 yrs u oso can't lean anithing" so i replied back.. "yup! i will try to 忍" wah! and she shoot back.. "not 忍 de problem but u muz haf the passion.."so after dat end of interview.. and i was like so upset abt it.. it seems dat the smooth interview haf been ruin.. but after dat i haf straighten my thoughts.. wad she sae is quite true.. if i tolerate.. no passion its juz makin my life difficult.. this made me think back.. wad i thinkin now issit a Goal? a Dream? do i haf the Passion? i dunno.. will they gif me this chance to realised my Passion or if its juz a Dream..??

I told mum abt my unhappiness.. she told me "its alright.. juz treat its as a form of exposure.. at least u noe u haf to sign contract so dat u can be mentally prepared even if u r offered wif this job.. and u r juz like me.. dun like to haf contracts on hand.." i admit dat after hearin wad mum say im a little consoled.. but i still feel a little bad.. and juz nice ystd nite we haf steamboat and we open 2 bottles of Brezeers and i start to drink.. and i realised dat drinkin really helps when u r down.. i feel so slpy and this mornin i wake up mum ask.. "ur hangover over?" and i was like.. "huh?? no hangover lah.. juz very tired and slpy.." Yes! really.. tired n slpy.. im totally physically n mentally tired ystd.. from the interview to a little shoppin wib godma from Bishan to Ang Mo Kio.. totally tired..

Oh my!! Pls let me haf this job!! Pls forget all abt the contract stuffs.. im willin to learn!! im really interested in this field!! =I

2008-02-13T08:00:00.000-08:00

=我要说出我的心里话...=

Todae is as shag as ystd.. coz my problems from ystd still have not been resolved.. =_=''' Abt the job offered.. i think i will be resolved by fri? coz i will go n EXPERIENCED the workin situation..as for the WS thingy.. i ran away from it.. i din even stepped out to make my way to WS.. LOL

Hmm.. well.. the Europe trip.. i think i haf come to a conclusion sayin NO.. Too silly to give up such good chance? Hmmm.. but juz dun wan to waste ani unwanted expenses for mum n dad.. aniwaes Europe countries is all abt castles and history.. Oh god! i had enuf of dat since secondary schl..yet still din pass haha aiya.. But such countries got nth i noe abt.. the scenery may be nice.. but oh wells.. heard dat there will be a trip comin up at year end to Taiwan? I hope it really happens.. at least go there i got MORE THINGS to SEE!! haha U all noe lah.. =P and oso more things to EAT!! LOL so hope dat can save up a little by then...

Wells.. actually i oso left my Europe trip fate on a Mediacorp job dat i applied for ystd.. I told myself.. if they called me todae for an interview maybe i will consider to go Europe wif them coz at least got a little chance to get in? den can earn some money at least if really mum dad pay for the fares first den when i got my pay i can return them? Oh wells.. i literally hold on to the phone wherever i go.. check it when i left it off awhile but... no news.. =(

I really hope dat i could get dat job dat i applied for.. coz its really wad i wan.. and i wan a stable job.. i really dun wan to sit at home to shag already..i wan to run away from eatin porridge EVERYDAE!! oh my!! I wan to run away from teaching Valentin English and Chinese!!

Honestly.. im really worried dat the longer i stay at home.. the lazier i get.. I dun wan to be like this!! Dun wan!! The longer i stay at home.. i feel more n more useless.. NONONONO!! I DUN WAN!! But juz WHY!! i tried my best sendin all my resumes out.. but juz no one wan to "hue "me? haizz.. *sad* PLEASE!! Anyone out there.. Warner Music.. HypeRecords.. Ocean Butterfly.. HIM International Music.. Mediacorp.. Sisitc...etc.. give me a chance!! I haf sent my resume liao.. Please read it!! *sob*sob*

2008-02-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

*Why so mani things to consider in one dae?* 12 02 08 TueSdaY

Haizz..dunno y todae my brain haf been crushed down wib a lot of things to consider... First its my dear best fren offered me a job... omg! sometimes i really dunno wads wif me.. even juz a simple decision whether to work anot i oso haf to think so long.. haizz.. I dunno y can't i juz be more out-goin abit.. at least my life may be better? Haizz.. another thing oso worrie dat if my sales is not good oso will kana hump-thump.. =S Haizz.. juz when will i stop thinkin too much dat made me too scared to accept a job...

Secondly is sis ask me to go try out at white sands to see if they wan to hire ani ppl.. wah lau! i will sae dat is the first place i will blacklist if i wan to job hunt! coz so mani ppl i knew will walk in & out of white sands! **Burr** i dun wan them to see me there sia.. =(

Thirdly oso lastly.. Shld i go Europe wib Neng Neng.. Godma and Elisa? Haizz.. this is a question dat i nv thought of at all.. Neng Neng actually go there is for an exam and the rest of the daes is travelin.. but the thing is my fees will be paid by my dad and the transport fees will be paid my my godma and the lodgin is by my sis.. Honestly.. its EXPENSIVE!! and dat is the main reason dat pulls me back n reconsider if i shld go wif them..

I feel dat im really wastin their money.. study oso study most expensive one.. and now go overseas oso they haf to pay for me.. feel so useless... keep on cannot get a proper job and yet still think of playin? A lot of them ask me to go..

Godma says.. " Go lah! aniwae got ppl sponsor u!"

Mummys says... " This is a chance to go travelin at Europe.. coz I won't go so far one lor.. or juz treat it as a loan next time u work liao den pay us back" [ OHH!! i hate to be in debts! =( ]

Daddy says.. "this is the chance.. if not in future if u wan to go maybe nobody will go wif u or maybe the fares will be more expensive!"

Ah Min says.. " Go lah! Dun think so much"

Haizz.. Ah Grace ah.. Ah Grace!! R u really thinkin too much sometimes? I really dunno.. issit good to think abt the consequences? or Issit i got too much brain cells to kill? AHHHH!! and tml i haf to gif them an ans... Why!! Why!! Why!!! This shows dat i can't be a business person.. coz i can't do quick proper decisions and i may suffer a breakdown! OH My God!!!

2008-01-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

= What is taught in schl is NOT APPLICABLE in Work life!= 19 01 2008 SaTuRdaY

What is taught in schl is not applicable in work life?! Yes! This is my conclusion yesterdae! In the past.. in sch; we were alwaes told.. " u haf got nth to do.. take out a book to read" And yea.. i applied what my schl had taught me but it seems like its not applicable.. I took out a book to read while waitin for the data to load and this is wad i haf been doin for the past one or two daes.. nth went wrong at first.. But yesterdae.. boss came to tell me " you reading? dun read when WHO.. WHO.. WHO.. and manager comes in..." Hello.. wads wrong man?? we r all humans and was more the WHO WHO WHO and Manager are juz simply my superior.. Dun tell me they are so damn bloody clever dat they din go thru my position before they got themselves to the position todae??

And wads more! im doin this for the sake of myself and the company OK! Dun they noe waitin for the data to update takes 1 or 2 mins? and its damn bloody long dat i can doze off! So.. If i fall asleep while waitin for the thing to load i thing i will be fired long long ago..and when i fall asleep and kana fired ur operation may get slowed down? Ok.. i dunno how impt my position is.. but at least im doin sumthing to do wif th company? Please lor! Appreciate abit! Where can u find such gooooddd worker dat comes in at 930 am where work starts at 10?! If im those kind of horrible office gal.. i might haf already downloaded msn.. open friendster..blog.. facebook or even crunchyroll and start surfin n watchin shows like nobody's biz ok! Or even i might haf start a small menicure station.. bringin my nail clippers.. nail polishers.. the whole menicure set to office loh!!

And yup! i strongly feel dat this is a "Backstab" issue again.. as i haf said there wasn't any problem for the past few daes.. even my boss oso saw me readin and he din make ani fus.. onli this AUNTIE made some noise earlier dat dae.. " she came to me sayin.. " u finish wad boss wan u to do liao ah?" i told her haven.. den she probe again.. " den y r u readin magaizines? dun read.. wait u do wrong he scold u.." Hello once again.. if boss dun probe or ask anithing when he saw it earlier so y r u makin a fuss abt it? and yea.. after dat boss came and he told me *blah* blah* blah* Yup! so after dat i strongly feel SOMEONE muz haf said sumthing.. so.. to the Dear Backstabber.. i dunno y u wan to 剥夺我读故事书的权利.. maybe juz simply u r jealous dat i haf the time to read? well all i can sae.. who ask u is boss assistant? of course ur workload is more than me? Please lah.. im juz a little worker.. position not as HIGH as u.. so dun come and kajiao me can?? But if u wan to read.. by all means go ahead.. let me teach u the fastest way.. and dat is DUN waste the time BACKSTABBING ppl and use the backstabbin time to finish ur job.. u can enjoy the readin time like me! LOL

And oh ya! to the Dear Upper Managements... Please.. startin from now Appreciate the workers dat u haf.. leave them alone when they r doin their job.. at least they are still doin something dat concerns the company.. Its juz readin a book while waitin.. no need to be so stressed up..**

2007-12-27T05:02:00.001-08:00

=Im Back!!=

*FOOF* Im finally back! not back from aniwhere.. but back from a "Disasterous Flu Package"!!! Dunno y suddenly felt "achey" last fri..went to see a doctor and they wan to do a blood test! Oh My! so went for the blood test.. Wah! all i can sae is the staffs at the lab is damn incompentent lor! They literally like throw me from one place to anther.. First sae dunno wad the doctor wan.. so ask me to wait while the call the doctor... then after dat ok liao.. the person cannot find the vain dtn "throw" me to another staff and sae" difficult case" wah lau! DUNNO sae DUNNO lah! still sae until "difficult case" den y another one sui bian abit jiu done liao! 屁啦！笨笨的!

But all those medi still dun really work...im still coughin like shit and worse thing came in.. TONSILS! i cough until i develop Tonsils! *Pain*!!! so mum n sis sent me to the hospital.. and thanks to Nengz we can skip all the waitings at the hospital coz she got frens there so can here excuse there excuse abit and successfully see te doc.. The doctor is a nice lady.. and she gave a good check on my Tonsils and prescribe some medi to cure inflamation and for the first time in my life.. i ate the MOST EXPENSIVE Antibiotic! $32 for 6 pieces!!! *BURR* yea.. and the cough syrup and dat nite i had a good nite slp.. although still have little coughs at nite but i dun wake up so often like daes b4.. Those daes were like HELL!! i strongly feel wad is called "生不如死" during dat few daes..

PS* I WAN A MAKE-UP CHRISTMAS FOR MYSELF!!! I DIN ENJOY MYSELF AT ALL!!! I WAN BIG FEAST! GOOD FOOD! LOL =D

"ZITHROMAX" the expensive Antibiotic
$32 for 6 tablets- 3 doses =S

2007-12-19T10:09:00.001-08:00

=Some Random Pics...=

On the flight to Beijing.. Auntie Lynn & Daddy

*CHEEZE* a quick pose b4 flyin off~

Auntie Lynn join in the fun! Errr.. E.T onli use one finger..y u all use 2? =P

taken at the "kitchen" of the flight.. mind u.. its morning 5plus and im still in the air..~~

the "kitchen" wooo.. FOOD!! But where?! LOL

My room card for Grand Mercure Hotel..

"So Cool ah?" =P

Felicia & Me

Heehee muz bring Xiao 特 along.. and there is he! Sittin on my bed...

...hidin in the cupboard.. but its still smaller than the one in Taiwan's 剑湖山...

"AHHH!!~~" wad r those on our face?! Heehee is juz some Vitamin E cream to protect my skin from dryin when i step out of hotel... >_<

The Messy Room of mine (ours)...

The Bed room slippers of Grand Mercure Hotel..

It will look good if there are laces bindin around the bonnet! LOL Lika baby!! * Baby cries* LOL

2007-12-18T01:00:00.000-08:00

~The First Day~

Breakfast time!! Err.. issit nice or not nice??

some 小笼包 and i dunno wad dumpling is dat...

From Left to Right:

灌汤饺，麻辣面，麻辣拉面，皮蛋粥,dried 饺子

First dae breakfast @ 金鼎轩- a cantonese resturant

"Centre Cross" & "Centre Lina"

Wad happen? tryin to blow out smoke?

First Stop in China: 颐和园 (The Summer Palace)

Auntie Lynn & Mummi

Wah! Wad an Old Fashion pose! Need tha Ah Go Go music?

Some part of the palace.. think shld be a restin place for Empress Ci Xi...

"Ehh! Wad r the 2 of u doin behind when
EMPRESS is takin a photo?" LOL

the thing behind me is called 四不像 coz it haf a Cow Horn on the head.. Dragon face.. a Snake's body and the other one i dunno.. its name is a 麒麟..

This tree looks old and shaggy yea? but our Dear Daddy & Mummi both haf the same sentiments.." This tree is nice!" =_=""

some utensils they use at dat time..

The stage where performance is held and Empress Ci Xi will sit at a room opposite the stage to watch the performance...

This is the room where Empress Ci Xi seats in to enjoy the performance...

..like abit tio chua here...

ahhh.. this looks betta...

the 莹柳.. onli can be seen in CNY yea? but it seems like whole year round there they can see it..

Nengz.. Auntie Lynn & Grace

walkin along the walk way in Summer Palace.. and its the longest walkway in the world wib 1000+ pillars!! and on the pillars there are different stories!

Auntie Lynn is tellin us a joke while doin the long walk..not the Long March ah! >_<

"*CHEEZE* Everyone!!"

*YOSH! Gambate!!*

Wah.. so "lomantic" ah?

Heh Heh.. we oso wan! but the partner... =_="" LOL

Wah! In the end so mani ppl "lomantic" together! =O

"Ok lah! wan "loman" all "loman" together lah!"

Walkin to the indoor Track & Field stadium...

..goin in...

*TADDAH** the indoor Track & Field stadium of 北京体育大学

*CHIONG AH*

"OIE! Tryin to play cheat ah! pull my hand..">:(

"I Boc u!"

"冠军之路" The Champion Road.. so we walk liao we r all Champions!

Ehhh.. i dunno who is this leh.. shld be Mr Mao Zhe Dong lah.. heehee i history fail lah... >_<

the footsteps of atheletes from 北京体育大学 and they r famous one worx! [although i noe none of them..] =P

Beijing Schl of Sports 北京体育大学

Lunchie @ 东海resturant

crowd by street sales ppl...

Not prepared for the shot

Prepared for the shot..

ehhh.. wad happen to the both of u huh?? too cold??

The frozen lake...

*HUGS!!*

Ducks on frozen waters

This piece of wall holds up to 603 dragon curving..

Mummie & Rosie.. Auntie Lynn's domestic helper

*SQUEEZED** Sandwich

along 王府井

believe ur eyes.. dun sticks there are either seahorse of star fish! *FAINT* they really eat SEAfood!

Our Dinner for the first nite!!
竹筒反

this is 过桥面 [wad a funny name..]

小笼包
Fried rice

the interior of 过桥面

it seems like this thing is posed by a REAL person..??

Shopping oso dun forget to pose for a pic! dat is women's character...

The nite view of Tian An Men Square

~ The 2nd Day~

*Hur*Hur*Hur* its snow!! LOL

ermm.. im tryin if the smoke im blowin out can be taken... but it turns out to be unsuccessful..

"Everyone POSE!! Err.. Uncle Peter.. u r caught!! *Evil laughter* tryin to throw snow balls huh!"

Everyone seems bz here except for one KUKU woman wib a Mickey head! LOL

before goin in to Forbbiden City...

*Bleh* heehee

@ the entrance Forbbiden City

Evvone & Me

we haf to walk s l o w l y coz thanx to these very clever empror who use marbles to lay their floor which make it more slippery in snowing daes!

Map of Forbidden City

The 功夫一族 in Forbbiden City

"Hello..wad r the 2 of u doin??" =S

Dats betta...

SNOW!!! everyone!!!

Sooo Coolddd.. but still muz gib the best pose!

Can u see dat!! Its Snow!!!

i dunno wads goin on here.. but Felicia.. can u give a better pose next time? =P

err.. wad happen to me ah? i oso dunno when was this taken..=_=''

Xiao Neng Neng! Nice Pose! although is not much actions.. lol

*SNOW!!

err.. wad happen to them??

This tree.. is called a Lumpy Tree.. and its found within the palace!

*YEAHH!!* Its Snowing!!!

believe it! the whiote part is suppose to be water!! and now its ice and snow!!

Juz simply so suitable for a White Christmas!

errmm.. maybe its the colness there dat make our face became like this... =P

"Nengz.. wads ur problem here??"

"Nice pose mummy!!"

the interior model of 天坛

the exterior model of 天坛

actually this pic shld onli haf mum onli.. but.. we juz wan to haf fun at the back! LOL but she still din noe abt dat...>_<

discussing and tryin to learn history?

*Wheee* Yeah!!* on the way in to another side of 天坛

The piece of wall behind me is the " Coversation Wall"

up @ 天坛

Daddy tryin to pick it up.. but.. Unsuccessful.. so...

Mum tried to push it!! but cannot oso.. den...

she try to pick it up again...

冰糖葫芦!!

3 easy steps of making of 冰糖葫芦..
Step 1- heat up the sugar

Step 2- Put in the 葫芦 and turn.. turn.. turn..

3rd Step- *8TADDAH** Done!

TV screen at the entrance of 天母

@ 天母

the BIG TV screen above the head @ 天母

@ the supermarket of 天母

~The 3rd Day~

@ the entrance of the Jade factory

they are curving tortise!! my "Wu Gui gong-gong"!!

outside of the jade factory

Views all around 十三陵

at the entrance of 十三陵

sketch map of 定陵

map of 定陵

a model of 定陵

makin our way to 定陵

a special bird dat was found on our way to the tomb

seat for the empror

the seat for the empress

the "lock" for the door to the tomb

the exit of the empror's tomb

a view for 十三凌's - 定陵

this is the so call "tablet" for the empror

Coins of dat era were buried in the tomb

The hair pins.. accessories used by the empress were also buried together..

the two excited KUKUs...

Uncle "Terrorist" @ 十三凌

These are stuffs that were buried together in the empror's tomb..

This is the Original 青花瓷 it shares the same name as the 青花瓷 in Jay's new album..=P

Entrance to 长城

The FIRST Step Up to 长城!

Guess who r they? Ans: Auntie Lynn & Aunite Mirah

*HUGS* COOLLLDDD...

Me.. Auntie Lynn & Nengz

"不到长城非好汉" so we r all 好汉s coz we are on 长城!

好汉 No. 1- Mummy

好汉 No. 2 ah grace

好汉 No. 3 Neng Neng

好汉 No. 4 Daddy

Oh My! I look like Aminah wib the bonnet on... but bo bian.. is juz too cold there... i betta put them on b4 my ears fall off!

Auntie Mirah

Nengz

Elisa & Felicia

Cumin down....

Nengz and Elisa at another higher end of 长城

a view taken from another "set" of stairs..

a train passing by 长城

Spot the difference between the 3 photos.. Its obvious...

One Pose.. One Climb.. One Wait...

Auntie Lynn's family...

Mum.. y do u onli haf 1 pose?

Ehh.. instead of i got "threatened".. it somehow became i "threaten" the Terrorist... >_<

2007-12-17T07:03:00.000-08:00

*Continue....*

this Terrorist here is abit KUKU..Got arrested still so happy for wad??!! =_=''''

**BURR!!** FBI & Terrorist Good Friends?! the world is really changing.. =S

Oh My! Wads goin on here?! FBI & Terrorist wan to work together to arrest the 兵马永?! =_=""

*CHEERS* to the Last Step cuming down from 长城！！

Auntie Lynn.. Me & Mum

The two IMITATIONS..

Buddy Buddy wib the 兵马永

@ the entrance of 长城

Me & Xiao 特

The sick look... =_=''

~ The 4th Day...~

Trishaw ride @ Hu Tong

@ 同仁堂 TCM Hall...

The 俄美派...

The " Chicken" 派.. Haiz... LOSE to The 俄美派..

a nice family photo at the Tian An Men Square..

If u could see its actually "2 4 0"... On dat dae is actually the count down to 240 Days to the Olympics..

The 俄美派 in Tian An Men Square...

2 Terrorist and 1 Half Past Six "Police"

Oh Shit! Terrorist in Beijing?! Err.. Sir.. did u go to the wrong country? Here dun haf the person u wan...=_='''

"Dear Daddy.. Dear Daughter here wans to tell u.. U really look like a BIG BAD GUY here!!!">_<

"Torn among the Roses" LOL Jialiang wad r u doin here?? =P

Actually din wan to upload this pic coz got some UMWANTED ppl in it.. BUT! i wan to let u all noe.. dat Universal Most Irritating.. KUKU LCB is the one in a PINK hat! Fancy so old liao still wear PINK! CHEEE~ *BLEH* =P

烤地瓜！！！我们终于找到你了！！

PULL!!! wad they r pullin is silk!!

Payin attention to the makings of silk...

Tea Time!!

~ The 5th Day..~

...Gettin ready to check out of the SPA hotel..

A quick pose on the tram b4 the driver comes back!

Ms Karen Tan.. wad r u laughin @? Everyone already pose nicely behind liao...

=The Ladies Gang and the Ants Bodyguard=

Mummi & Auntie Lynn.. " Mummi.. where r u lookin at??"

a quick pose outside the dumpling resturant b4 we fall! coz we r standin on stones.. =_=''

@ the 正阳门

see them in this pose made me think of one song..
"你看我..我看你" >_<

One bz on line.. the other bz pourin tea..

Nite view of 大宅门 hotel..

"Hmm.. Wads inside??"

"Daddy! Nice Pose!"

*POOF* Bloated at the lift lobby.. LOL

the walkway of level 3.. taken from my room..

my room number!

~ The 6th Day~

breakfast @ 大宅门

*Silence! Havin a SERIOUS meetin discussing wad to take from the buffet for breakfast!!* LOL

Dad & Mum says: "Welcome to 大宅门!"

" Hey! U 2! Havin difficulties to steal the wine?"

The legend " 5 千金"

水丽方 a swimming complex specially built for the 2008 Olympics

This is the 2008 Olympic "Bird Nest"

Getting Prepared for a Leg Massage...

* CHEEZE Everyone! But where am i?!*

heh heh... my leg lah...

- Leg Massage! So Happy ah?!-

~ @ the airport~

Cuming down from the faulty flight.. COOLLDD..

Taken on the bus dat is sendin us to the waitin area...

The "Boarding Pass" for the delayed flight..

take a close look.. its Mediacorp's Huang Yi Liang.. well we took the same flight...

Auntie Lynn join in the fun too!

we r wearin the same shirt and we r both sick too! LOL

Got an Outer space FEEL yea? but is at the waitin hall and thanx to the lightings dat made this "atmosphere"

...taken at the waitin hall...

Heehee while waitin lets take a shot!

2007-12-16T08:37:00.000-08:00

~Beijing 8th Dec- 14Dec~ Part 6 14 12 07 FridaY

Its the 6th Day and its the last dae in Beijing! We checked out early todae coz we are at the outskirts and goin into city takes abt an hours plus.. so at abt 9 we left hotel.. Although its the last dae.. but we still haf activities in the morning.. We went to see the stadium for the upcoming Olympics in 2008! they named it the Bird Nest鸟巢 coz the outshape looks like one! LOL

After dat we went for leg massage! Whee~ another new experience! This leg massage is actually for the atheletes who are takin part in the 2008 Olympics and these massagers are trained for the big event! and they are juz part of the 6000 of them! Initially i dun haf much reaction abt it.. then slowly.. i feel ticklish abt it and start laughin den OMG!Suddenly i dunno wad dat guy did and i was like *PAIN* WAH!! i was laughin tearin and in pain all tgt! I wasn't crying becos of the pain.. but i was laughin to tears! LOL And the funny thing is becos the 6 of us are sittin tgt- Mum.. Me.. Sis.. Elisa.. Felicia.. Evvone.. the massagers thought the 5 of us are siblings and they were amazed! and they named us the 5千金 but the fact is onli 2 is ORIGINALS LOL!

After the leg massage.. we set off for lunchie and after that we set off to the airport.. And dats not the end!! We r suppose to take the 3:25pm flight back to Singapore.. so by right we r suppose to reach S'pore at abt 8+ or 9pm BUT!! it happen dat our flights delayed.. so we can onli board at 4pm.. Ok.. so finally 4pm.. we board the plane.. and it start to get preapare to take off at abt 430.. so it taxi ard the run way and stopped for a moment.. and den an annoucement was made sayin dat there is a mechinal problem so all of us muz go off the plane while it send for servicing! And the best thing is.. we r all in the middle of the run way and there is a bus waitin for us BUT!! All of us are in 1 layer of shirt only!! AAHHH!! Coz when we checked in.. we stuff all the winter clothings into the bag thinkin dat we won't need them animore and sent it to cargo! OMG! so all of us haf to run to the bus and the bus will send us to the waitin area..

Ok.. at the waitin area.. we dun understand y our grp haf a "Fatal Attraction" Everyone start to join in our grp! A china auntie dat mum talk to came to join our grp and start talkin.. ok.. UNWELCOMED! den the Stupid Irritatin Auntie came in.. another UNWELCOMED! Den both aunts and their family joined in.. they are Welcome of course! At abt 7pm.. it was annouced dat we can board the plane already! and all of them start rushing. again.. we haf to take bus.. and the bus will stop in the middle of the run way again and we all haf to run to the plane becos... WE ALL SCARED COLD!!!! LOL and finally it took off and we reach S'pore at abt 12plus and i personally like the landing coz it speedy lower the plane and when it touch down the whole plane was like *jumping jumping* i like the excitin feel~ LOL And we onli reach hm at abt 1 coz haf to clear customes wait for luggages.. and we were all dead tired but in the end all of us slpt at 3 coz we all haf a recap of this trip!

On th whole the whole trip was great! It was not as bad as i thought.. Mum was afraid dat we would get bored coz we onli go sight seeing at very olden things like the palace and wadever.. but both of us.. sis n me find it quite interestin.. maybe becos of the explanation is clear and easily understood.. and all our wishes are fulfilled there.. See SNOW!! LOL Frankly.. after this trip.. im startin to change my views abt China.. but not totally yet.. =P

2007-12-16T07:23:00.000-08:00

~Beijing 8th Dec- 14Dec~ Part 5 13 12 07 ThursdaY

The 5th day in Beijing! todae we check out earlier coz we still haf to bring down all our lugagges and to do some check out proceedings.. And our first destination for the day is Happy Valley 欢乐谷 its a newly built theme park and its part of our itineray.. when we reached there is too ealy and its not opened yet! so we turn to shoppin at Tesco for awhile while waitin for the place to open at 10.. and we bought egg tarts from KFC Surprising yea?! KFCs at other countries haf a lot of varieties! and the egg tart is so yummy!! *Slurp* and our another aim for buyin the egg tarts is to proked a very irritating auntie! we wan to make her heartache to miss good deals! so.. we bought everyone including the tour guide and the bus driver egg tarts but not dat auntie! we wan to let her SMELL onli.. Muahaha who ask her being so irritating.. ok.. shld touch on dat maybe later or some days when i get to meet u guys personlly and tell u wad she did which i think will be much clearer than typin it out here..

Ok! Back to Happy Valley 欢乐谷.. dat place can sae to be the worse theme park i ever went? coz it has got nth to play! Due to winter.. rides are closed.. and finally we found a suitable ride for ourselves we haf to pay!! wad kind of logic is dat when u pay $160RMB which is abt S$32 for entrace fee and u still haf to pay extra for taking rides! then finally we saw this tram again.. we haf to pay! but its like $10RMB for 2? coz we got a lot of ppl so they gave us discount if not it will be $10RMB per person! And during the ride we start to race wib another tram.. coz we haf too mani ppl so we haf to seperate into 2 trams so we play machiam like Amazing Race we run down the tram quickly take photo and run back again and start racing.. FUN! LOL

And after the tram ride.. we went for this magic performance.. and all i can sae is "wad rubbish are they doin?" is damn bloody drama lor! but wad to do.. China products mah.. so dun expect too much! lol We spent abt 1 half hr there.. seems short for goin theme parks eh? but we can't stay ani longer coz NTH TO PLAY! so dun waste time.. we called our tour guide and tell him we are done! and he came back shortly to fetch us back and off we go for lunch!

After lunch.. we set off to Zheng Yang Men 正阳门 is a place where they use to shoot arrows to fight during wars..its is a very weird place.. they dun open for the loacals! When they unloack the gate to let us in.. one of the loacals followed in and was being chased out.. and we were like " Wah!! we so VIP ah!!" in there.. is Geomacy class! See.. i really go for study excursion rite! From History to TCM to Tea classes now Geomacy class! Wah! I wanted to fall asleep again.. but i can't coz i can't slp standing! After the Geomacy class.. they bring us to upstairs and introduce us this little lucky thing called the Bi Qiu.. is a lucky thing dat will bring in good things and keep u safe.. and its like different ppl will haf a different color Bi Qiu.. for me mined is either green or black! no wonder i like black color! Yup! after all the explainin from the Geomacy teacher again.. Buying Power! well.. i can't deny dat the geomacy teacher is juz simply too accurate! he juz haf to hold ur hand and he can tell u wad kind of person r u! When he hold my mum's hand he juz sae... " u r a very cheerful person.. but u are alwaes tired..etc" ACCURATE! he hold my hand and he sae.. "stop all nite activities.. dun stay up too late to play computer and u will haf a radient look" WAH!! ACCURATE! ACCURATE! ACCURATE!! Ok.. so like dat.. in the end all of us.. me.. sis... dad and mum all each got a Bi Qiu.. LOL not free ok! must BUY!!

After visiting 正阳门.. we set off for the next hotel dat we will be stayin in.. called the Da Zhai Men 大宅门 coz its at the outskitsts.. so we haf to set off early.. dat hotel is so 古色古香lor! all the doors are import form last time! means they are antiques! and there is no lock for it! wads more the door is fot the toilet! OMG! so all we can do is to take the dustbin to block it to keep it close if we r usin it.. so when we reach there.. we quickly put down our luggages and chiong to the shoppin building at the opposite street! can see dat we all seemed to be deprived from shopping! dat we need to *CHIONG* there! lol but to our disappointment.. the shoppin mall seems to be so miserable.. and all the shops sellin clothings are all Winter clothings! OMG! not suitable for S'pore's weather! Hmm.. but i still manage to get some hair accessories there and some little gifts for my frens!

At abt 615.. we all rush back to the hotel again coz we will be havin dinner there and there is a performance startin at 630 but its all planned.. the 5 of us plan to finish the dinner skip the performance and go back to room to watch 微笑Pasta.. but to our disappointment again.. they dun haf dat channel!! AHHH!!!OMG!! All they haf is their local productions! *FAINT* haizz... BORING!! so all i can do is to swich from channels to channels.. i think im there to spoil their tv.. LOL honestly.. from the first dae when i reach i haf been switchin channels! coz they haf abt 60 channels can switch until siao lah! LOL But finally! i magnage to switch to one channel dat i noe the show!! 千金百分百!! Ahh!! muz thanx to Felicia! coz when i go and open the door for her sis she actually switch my channel.. initially i was watchin a korean show.. coz nth to watch.. No Fish Prawn oso good... den she can't find back dat channel and she switch n switch and accidentally we got dat show! Muahaha!!

No party went on for dat nite.. coz sis.. mum and elisa went for spa and came back at abt 12 plus.. after they come back i went to slp.. Its the last nite in Beijing..ZzzzZZ...

2007-12-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

~Beijing 8th Dec- 14Dec~ Part 4 12 12 07 WednesdaY

Its the 4th day! Todae our schedule is quite packed.. In the morning..Actually our initial plans is to go to Tian An Men to take pics.. but.. a Curfew is goin on! so we can onli change plans.. we went back to Hu Tong.. we took a trishaw ride.. omg! is COLD!! my face almost froze! coz the cold wind bloww... all i can sae is dat the trishaw ride is the first ride dat make me wan to faint! coz they are having construction works there.. so the floor is not balance and we have been *jumpin*jumpin* all the way!!

After the trishaw ride.. we went to Beijing's most famous TCM Hall- Tong Ren Tang [同仁堂] Yup! Singapore oso haf their outlets! We went there and its the most boring place i can sae in the whole itinery! Coz they actually gave us a "lesson" at the start! Lesson i mean TEACHING! Ok! as a PROFESSIONAL Student like me.. i FALL ASLEEP! lol ehh!! But in the end i realised is not onli me ok! my dear sis oso fall asleep! Wads more! Both of us are sittin at the front row! and not onli the 2 of us! Evvone actually lean on the table to slp and Felicia was in daze! See how bad it can be yea! And nof course similarly to the jade factory they are eyeing for our buyin power! so they take helpin u to check ur pulse to noe ur health condion as an excused.. tell u how BADLY ur health is and make u buy at least 3-6 mths's medi which will cost u abt 900+! and of course wib mum ard.. they won't get ani biz from us.. coz mum will reject the offer..too bad for them.. LOL

After Tong Ren Tang.. we went for lunch.. and we recieve a news is dat curfew is over at Tian An Men Sq so we will proceed there right after lunch juz in case they curfew again.. and yup! Tian An Men Sq is juz a place for takin pics.. so very fast lah..And after Tian An Men Sq.. we found sumthing along the street dat we all longed wanted! and dat is grill Sweet Potatoe! Sounds CHEAP rite? but the grill sweet potatoes there are heavenly!! and for the past few daes we can find ani ands we have been pestering the tour guide buy saying tgt. "我们要吃烤地瓜" and he is like so surprse y this grp of us is so easily satisfied! and finally on the way to the silk factory we saw a stall selling 烤地瓜! and the bus driver is nice enuf to stop the bus aside and make his way to the stall and get the stall holder to move the whole stall to beside the coach for our convinence!and yea.. finally we were all satisfied and the tour guide finally have a good nite slp for dat dae! LOL

And yup! to the silk factory! we went to see from the silk worm spittin out silk to the makings of silk and the different grads of silk.. and of course the top graded silk is so smooth and its used to make the empror's shirt in the past! and its so shiny and smooth!! And yea.. after the silk factory.. we proceed to a tea house.. that place they gib lessons again.. but at least this lesson will keep us awake coz.. its quite fun.. we get to understand more abt tea.. and to taste different kinds of tea! and yup! Buying Power comes in again! and this time mum bought some tea leaves coz got one is good for cleansin the excess oil and toxics in soups! so mum bought dat to boil soup and to keep our meals much more healthy!

And after the tea fiesta..we went for dinner..dat nite we had Yunan style dinner.. ok lah.. still quite edible.. after dinner.. we set off to our new hotel.. Its a newly opend spa hotel and wads more! u haf ur own spa pool in ur room!! WAHHH!!! dat nite after bath me and sis go into the spa pool coz we both share one room..and omg! the pool is so hot! but Shiok lah! coz the weather outside so cold.. after spa.. while watchin tv.. Elisa called.. she ask if the 3 of them can bunk wib us.. coz her room lights suddenly went off! and they were afraid it might be... OK! so they came to bunk.. in the end.. 5 ppl haf to squeezed in 2 single beds! OMG! and dats my nite.. =_=""

2007-12-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

~Beijing 8th Dec- 14Dec~ Part 3 11 12 07 TuesdaY

Third dae in Beijing..Snow is over.. and its COLDDD~~ First stop to a jade factory.. they showcase a lot of jades and the process of craving and makin of jades.. and of course they will oso get u to BUY! so mum bought a little jade pig for one of my aunts.. coz her 生肖is pig LOL den after the Jade factory.. we make our way to 十三凌 ion this place.. there are 13 tombs of emrors and one is already being openend.. and of course we go to the open one lah! Its a very amazing place! the empror made his tomb juz the same as the palace! can sae its a "Walk-in" tomb no worries! nth is scary inside coz it has beein cleared out.. they put back things dat shld be put back onli.. and they are all 100% Original! no fake ones! On the walls.. we can see signatures oso! not by celebrities.. but from those ppl dat helped to built the tomb! dat means it have been there for like 100 over years! and their workmanship is so amazing! they can make the marble arch of the tomb smoothly.. and it had last for the whole century! wads more! all the pillars and borders are all stick my 糯米 and sand and its still so stable for 1000 over years! u can't expect them to have cement in the last century! so all they can use is sand and 糯米!!

After visitn the tomb.. we haf to recharged ourselves first so we went for lunchie.. and after dat we will start to climb the Great Wall of China!! Actually.. i din wan to climb.. coz i thought the steps will be uneven and i scared i will fall! but if go until there dun climb like abit wasted.. so climb lah! and Climb.. CLimb.. CLIMB.. until quite high and its like cannot liao.. very tiring and im penting like hell.. so Down.. DOwn... DOWN!! goin down is the most worrying.. coz i scared i fall so i grib the railings and slowly go down.. and halfway.. Strong Wind!! Wahh!! i grab the railing and *AAAAHHH** dat wind is cold and strong! lucky hold tight enuf! otherwise i got a speedy go down! LOL But all i can sae is giys are really tough! Aunt Lynn's 2 sons juz walked up the steps.. up high! higher than where i stopped and they juz walk down without the need to hold on anithing! juz like normal walkin stairs! OMG! Strong lah!

Yup! And I finally safely come down.. we den left Great Wall of China and the next stop is.. Shopping!! we went to this place called 岳秀市场.. its a place full of fake this time is really FAKE branded goods and we can slashed price wib them! But the bad thing is we dun haf enuf time to shop.. dat tiur guide onli gave 1hr 40mins! Aiyoo! Ladies how Super oso cannot shop finish within an hr mah! haizz.. but bo bian..so

After 岳秀 we set off for dinner..dat nite we went back to Dong Hai Resturant again.. and dat is the most memorable one! not becos of the food but the Weather! coz the bus haf to park across the street so we actually haf to cross the road to reach the resturant.. but the weather is so cold! coz there is a strong wind blowin and i was like cold from in to out! i was shivering! this is so happening! coz i normally will feel cold onli at the exterior.. but i actually shiver in to out! i was worried dat mum saw this coz i din wan to let her noe i fall sick.. i was actually down wib cough and flu + sore throat already.. so i thought i wasn't well dats y i shiver in to out! But i was wrong.. not onli i felt cold.. sis is oso shiverin too! LOL So after dinner back to hotel! dat nite will be a bz nite coz we haf to pack our stuffs as we will be movin to another hotel the next dae.. and of course after dat.. Zzz..ZZ..zzzz..

2007-12-15T06:24:00.000-08:00

~Beijing 8th Dec- 14Dec~ Part 2 10 12 07 MondaY

Second dae in Beijing.. Snowy Snow Snow!! Its Snowing!! YEAHH~~ honestly.. the main aim for this trip is to go see snow.. and we finally saw it!! Wheee~~~ after breakfast.. we quickly run out of the hotel to take photo! haha COLD~~~ but Fun! at abt 9am we set off to Gu Gong 故宫 a.k.a Forbbiden City! but! the prob is.. its snowing.. so the floors will be slippery coz they are made of Marble!! and this is the BIGGEST worrie for me! I scared to fall!! AHH!! So on the way in.. there are snows on the railings.. so i accumalate them and start throwling them.. and we haf a snow fight along the way! haha U throw me.. I throw U! LOL so when we step in the firsr prob came.. we have to walk the bridge which is an arch! so.. Marble+ Arch+ Snow= Worrie and Fall! so i start to hold wadever i can hold.. and slowly walk.. dat moment.. i either became a penguin..or an Old lady! i was thinkin.. how those ppl manage to walk at dat time wads more.. wib dat funny shoe dat they wear! OMG! really muz salute to them! Forbbiden City is a Palace.. so we covered all the corners of the palace.. from the main place where the empror will get prepare b4 he make his way out.. to the rooms of the empror.. empress.. concubines.. Oh! Btw! the empress room is called the Kunning Gong! by the name.. we can see dat the room is really for slping usage! coz is "Kunning" [means slpin in hokkien] LOL We spent abt 3hrs there? coz its far toooo BIG!! after dat.. we went for lunch then we make our way to Hu Tong its a place like our Clark Quay.. coz the whole street is all bars and lounge.. den.. off we go to Tian Tan.. its a place for the empror to do his prayers.. can sae its a temple.. and its really a BIG one oso! Oh my! everything there is BIG! and there is a special wall there! its a BIG (see.. BIG again) LOL yup! a Big piece of wall surround the whole area but a conversation can go on even one is at another faaaarrr away end! so sis went to a far end.. and we were at the other side.. and we start a concersation and seriously we can hear each other through the walls! if this can cover the whole world.. i think there isn't a need for ICC fees! lol and we even joke to use this piece of wall to "call" grandma in S'pore LOL

And after dat we make our way for dinner..den we went to Tian Mu.. its a newly built place is juz like Taka.. all the branded goods are there and the special thing is they haf a BIG (BIG again..) yea.. a BIG TV.. not anywhere but up above ur head! and the best thing is.. other grp members think dat there will be nth to buy.. BUT! the 5 of us.. manage to buy things! wad we buy? we went to the Supermarket! LOL FOOD and drinks! and the other members were all amazed! This kind of place oso got thing to buy! LOL then back to hotel.. no party for dat nite.. coz Elisa fell asleep.. and sis went to meet her fren.. so party canceled and Zzzz...ZZzzzz..ZZZzzzz....

2007-12-15T05:26:00.001-08:00

~Beijing 8th Dec- 14Dec~ Part 1- 09 12 07 SundaY

Im back from Beijing! Went to Beijing wib my family.. my sis frend Elisa and her 2 cousins Evvone & Felicia and also my 2 aunts.. from my dad's side.. Aunt Mirah & Aunt Lynn and their family..Ok! in all is 14 of us! Half of the whole tour group!LOL Yup! Started my trip on 8th Dec or can sae 9th Dec oso coz i took the midnite flight.. and im suppose to be back on the 14th but it somehow became 15th Dec coz flight delayed!!! Ok! shld touch on dat later.. Yup! this trip i feel dat im more on a History Excursion then a holidae trip! coz i go to all those very old sight see-ing places.. i mean OLD and its really OLD! believe it! its like 1004 years ago? coz go to the Palace..REAL original Palace!.. Great Wall of China is a MUST of course! and we even visit the empror's tomb! OMG! All i can sae that this trip is a luxury trip and a History Excursion! coz the food we eat is WAH!!! Our meals are all settled in high- ended resturants... espectially one of them knon as Dong Hai 东海 its a Hong Kong resturant.. the food there is damn good lah! and it MUST be good oso coz dat resturant is alwaes visited by Ministers.. those BIG Shots! Whee~

Alright! Starting from the first dae.. We arrived Beijing at abt 6:30am [no difference in time wif Singapore] and is Cold.. COld.. COLD! even when walking along the passage way from the flight to the hall! after all the custom stuffs we finally met our tour guide i forgot his name but we all called him Xiao Ren 小任 he is a good and knowledgeble tour guide i can sae.. he can *Blehh* out wib a lot of introductions and information on anithing on the streets! lol ok! so when we step out of the airport AHHH!! COLD! Cold until we breath oso got smoke! haha Yu! den First things first once we arrived.. BREAKFAST!! *hungry hungry* after a 5 hr plus flight.. so first stop is.. a Canotnese resturant.. we had dim sum for breakfast! Yup! den we start our journey! first stop we went to this place i dunno wads the name.. but it sure have got something to do wib the Empress Ci Xi.. they show case 90% all original stuffs dat she used in the past.. from her jewels to utensils..beds.. the place where she enjoy performance.. etc.. den after dat we make our way to a park.. this park is a so call "Playground" for Empress Ci Xi.. and is not beside the first place we go.. we still have to drive there! OMG! dat place is so BIG dat they have the longest walk way! It is a nice place.. for a nice long walk.. coz its cooling.. so no matter how long u walk u won't get very tired.. hot or sweaty... den after dat we went for lunchie.. and Dong Hai! we din expect it to be so high class lor! we went in and we were like WOAH!! they prepared a lot of food! and they even double boiled soup for us! and its the most suitable and needed thing coz we were all cold like siao! haha wib dat bowl of soup we were all *WOOO* Warmed! haha

After lunch we went to this area called th Wang Fu Jing.. can sae its like Taiwan's Xi Men Ding.. all those shopping YEAH!! So i followed my sis and her fren and the cousins.. we first hide ourselves in McDonalds! we had fried chicken which is as good as KFC's and hot chocolate to warm ourselves!! den we start shoppin.. we go buy books.. err.. nhot for me of course.. is Elisa wans them..but VCDs and CDs are mine! lol bought 樱野3加一.. SHE's concert DVD coz there is Cheap.. CHeap.. CHEAP! Believe it! its like S$9! and its ORIGINAL! Den we carry on exploring.. we went into a street full of snacks and we were like.. OMG! they eat Sea horse and Star Fish?! WAHHH!! *RUN* so we go into the shop dat is more NORMAL... they sell NORMAL food so and we tried Bing Tang Hu Lu! NICE! i nv noe its nice! And here shop.. there shop.. at abt 6 we meet dad and mum to have dinner tgt.. and when we step out.. the sky is as dark as 8pm in s'pore! coz during winter.. u have shorter dae.. longer nite so at abt 430 to 5.. the sun will slowly set.. den after dinner.. abt 745.. we set off wib the group and make our way back to hotel.. *TIRED* but when we arrived hotel.. we were all awake coz.. the hotel is juz simply so amazingly HIGH CLASS!! is the Real High -Class! the room is so BIG!! OMG! We wash up ourselves.. den... PARTY TIME~~~ the 5 of us start to cook cup noodles.. eat chips.. party!! LOL and abt 10.. resting time~ ZzZ...Zzz...zZzzz...

2007-11-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

Goodbye Dear…

Dear Dear.. perhaps this would be the last time i am calling u tis way…I never know that happiness would cease so fast…everything is changing.. from the sweetness and love dat u gave me initially had now started to drift off bit by bit..

I was expecting more and more from you everyday.
Expecting more surprises from you.
Expecting more care and concern from you.
Expecting more love and tender from you.
But never did I expect, things would turn so upside down.

I thought dat after our studies.. we will be able to spend more time together.. like before.. we go for movies.. and snatch pop corns.. go to the beach to have fun.. chat wif each other.. feast at the beach ..and leaning on ur shoulder to enjoy the breeze.. slamming u with my pillow.. watchin u slp soundly hugging Ge Ge Da.. all and all.. But dear, your coldness is freezing me to death. So cold.. So cold…Tell me; tell me this is a nightmare.. tell me it isn’t true… tell me it will be alright after a while. tell me you would be here…

Dear.. do u noe…

I cherish those memories dat u have given me..
I cherish those wonderful daes dat we spent together
I cherish the love and care that u have showered on me..

I thank you for providing 100% care when im ill..
I thank you for putting me at the first place in ur heart..
I thank you for bringing me joy and laughter..
I thank you for sharing my sorrows and sadness with me when im down
I thank you for tolerating me nonsense and grouchy temper

I will missed ur hug..
I will missed ur shoulder.. my personal mobile outdoor pillow when im tired outside..
I will missed ur affectionate eyes..
I will missed ur warm big hand that will cover mine when u hold me..
I will missed ur gentleness to me..
I will missed the warm jacket of urs dat u used to cover me when im ill
I will missed the lunch box that u prepared for me…
I will missed everything of urs..