Destiny____

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

= I Like the way u called me!!= <3

Yesterdae nite very randomly we chatted.. actually oso not very random lah.. is juz dat he happened to come and tok to me and ask me about how are things goin on in the office... den we chatted from the name plate dat i made for him.. i told him dat its my first time takin a hammer to hammer the nails and usin super glue and i duin noe super glue is actually watery one.. LOL he told me dat he is so touched and i muz have 费了很多心思哦。。。 heehee *sweet smile* and he will hang up after he packed and paint his house.. wahaha =D

Yup yup! and i oso told him about the disc he gave me.. oh yes.. a lot of ppl ask me wads the disc all abt.. i kept can't givin u guys an ans coz all the lappies at home can't read the disc! and finally ystd i opened it usin my office com.. and when i open it.. i feel like laughin... not becos he added anithing funny BUT.... its becos.. the disc is EMPTY!!! LOL and still dare to tell me is Se Qing Pian leh! haha

and we had a random chat.. and when he wan to go n slp the sweet thing came.. he sae " gnite then... Sweet dreams Gracie... ;)" *Wurrr** i was like in Cloud 9 when he calle d me dat!!! =D and i reply him back a "nite nite Kenny boi boi" LOL and we both feel dat its so *sallah* haha coz its like its so inappropriate for him to be called Boi Boi although he wish he is still a Boi Boi haha =D

***Gracie Love Kenny Boi Boi***

10:25 PM

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Friday, June 06, 2008

The dae dat i dun wish it to come is here.... 06 06 08...

Todae is the dae dat i really dun wan it to come.. coz it marks the last dae for me to be collegues with Kenny and i won't be able to see him already.. Equals to no motivation at work liao.. =( But in the mronin we did some really sweet things together.. Continue from ystd after he told me i forgot to throw my bubble tea cup.. early in the mornin when he come into my office the first thing he sae is " Aiyoo.. still haben throw ah?" at dat moment i was bz sortin out the tix accordin to numbers.. den i look up n start to laugh and sae.. "wait lah wait lah!!" den i quickly go n tear the new tix den send it to my sales manager's table.. juz nice he was there too.. so i sae "i goin to throw liao!!" (so funny lah.. machiam like inspector like dat" LOL)

After dat i went to continue wif my work.. den suddenly someone from the Leisure side wanted to find an old old agent copuon.. so i have to m ove up n down and open up the cartons to find her the tix.. and den i realised dat one of the box the bottom of the box is not secured so after i tie back the carton dat was opened den i will i have to unpack everything in dat box and undo the box by pullin it out flatten it and push it back again.. (sound so dumb rite?) and while im tying the carton he walk pass and suddenly.."YoYo" den he start to do his things.. and for me i start to unpack everything in dat box.. and the sweet thing is comin... heehee while i was tryin to pull out the box he juz nice walk pass me.. den he said.."u nv eat breakfast ah?" coz i pull until really tired and the box keep cuttin me.. so in the end i gan cui " nah.. u help me pull" and he really help me.. and together we pulled out the box and i do the pushin back again.. LOL

After dat back to work.. and i was doin some filings... den he walk in again n start to tap my table to kajiao me.. =_="" den i juz look up n smile and "amm chio" he is obviously in a good mood todae.. of course lah.. after todae is is soo free liao lor..

And yup! i did prepare a gift for him.. i din tok abt it in the last few posts cozx im bz workin on it.. i made a name plate for him..and after lunch i came back.. i find dat his surroundin bo lang..so i brought the thing to his place n he was there and i juz put it under his table.. and he asked.." wads dat?" and i replied.. " Se Qing zha zhi" LOL [coz dat time he gave me disc is is is Se Qing pian mah..] den he " ya right!" and i told him not to open in front of Alyssa coz their present is very different his is a BIG box and Alyssa's is a keychain wif a card maybe becos he thought i walk off liao so he opened up haha he din noe i will be back to put things on his Alysssa's table.. at dat moment i find him like a little boy.. so eager to open presents.. so cute.. LOL den i b4 left his area i stop by to tok to him..i ask him.." wah! so fast open finish liao ah?" den he " ya lah.. u sae cannot open in front of ppl mah.. so i muz quickly open open see see den keep back lor.. den when i go home den slowly go thru.." den i pointe dat the South Park the Kenny de figurine dat he have on his table.. and sae "so cute" and he actually tell me.. "ya! dats me!" =_="" juz becos they both shared the same name.. den i told him.. "ehh!! ur se qing pian cannot open! (lucky dat time office not much ppl..) LOL den he was like.. HUH? cannot open..and he asked if i tried on the office com.. of course nv lah! if anithing happens to dat com i will be killed! LOL

Todae he pratically spend most of the time at my office coz he hafta handover his stuffs to another colleuge so i oso "purposely" work overtime juz to be with him longer abit.. its also becos i hafta wait for the warehouse ppl to come and collect the cartons away.. so when they are here.. i bring them to where the cartons are and tell them which are the ones to take.. and upon knowing dat HE is there... i feel so weird.. coz he somehow looked at how i give instructions to the warehouse ppl.. and i feel so paiseh.. >.<" den after sendin off the ware house ppl.. i still have to take stocks for those Ferry Tickets.. and when i print out my report and go to the back of the office to punch holes he start to ask" ehh! no bubble tea todae?" den i reply.." bubble tea cannot everydae drink lah.."

After dat i start to pack up.. and when i turn ard.. ehh.. he is not there! he is back n his place.. and juz nice im goin to find Alyssa to give her my contact.. so i ask the both of them to WAIT!! coz i wan to take photo! lol but Alyssa dun wan to take cos she find herself not pretty at dat moment.. and Mr Kenny Loy actually tell me.." aiyoo i nv put make up leh!!" den he start to ask alyssa.." ehh!! got lipstick anot?" =_="" wah lau!! den i tell him.. " ni bu yao er xin lah!" den while im givin Alyssa my contact i keep on haf to hold Kenny back.. i ask him to "bie pao" (dun run) he sae "den wo tiao" but in the end i successfully get to take a photo wif him..heehee den i go back to Alyssa and get a hug from her.. and i called her "Alyssa mama" and she is like "oh no!!" coz she is still a young mother.. her son is juz a yr old onli.. LOL den i go to Kenny i called him "papa bao bao" den he "nono.. im still not eligible to be papa" haha den i start to play with the box of sweets he have on his table and he realised dat he got 2 lollipops in it.. and he " ehh! when got this?" its Alyssa put one lah.. den he start to buried it into the sweets and sae who can find it will win a prize.. and so i start to anyhow dig and i found it.. but no prize..=_="" LOL den he sae shld put a cockroach in it ah.. den it reminds me of the lizard in my rasin bread!! and i tole him about it and he actually ask me is the lizard nice? and still demo out the eatin style OMG!! den i haf to make clear dat I DIN EAT THE LIZARD!! its dat i wan to pick n see if there is any remainin rasins and i realised got dat dumb ass thing in my bread!!!!

Den after dat i start to haf a chat wif Alyssa..ask her a Qian Bian Wen Da Ti.. and she was laughin like nobody'z biz.. den i told her rice dumbling Joke.. and her IQ is really good lah!! she get the joke.. LOL and i went to ask Kenny the Qain Bian wen Da Ti.. he have not gave me the ans yet coz he was a little bz teachin my collegue.. and i din pester for the ans oso.. but juz let Alyssa noe dat he din gave me the ans so dun tell him the answer oso.. LOL and yea.. abt 730pm im offically "bang gang" actually is abt 715pm i can go liao lah.. its juz dat wo bu she de.. haizzz...

Juz hope dat he like ther thing i made... =)

11:12 PM

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

=Juz a msg makes my nite!=

I juz recieve an sms from him.. and its a msg i see already i will laugh n feel paiseh one lor!! he actually msg me to tell me dat i forgot to throw my bubble tea cup and my snacks open liao and left there!! Wah lau!! so paiseh lor!! jing ran let him see this side of me.. *paiseh* but hor.. i admit dat i forgot to throw my cup lah.. but snacks.. i nv open any ah.. he muz haf saw the pocky box which i left on my table for a loooonngg time lah..

AHHH!! really so paiseh lah!! but im so glad dat he will msg me juz to tell me all these.. heehee
*sweet smile*

6:29 AM

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Something Happy??

After posting up so mani emo posts the past few daes.. todae finally got something brights me up a little or can i sae A Lot?? Todae in the morning while im bz wif my stuffs in the office suddenly a CD dropped in to my table.. i look up and its Kenny!! At first i was a little shock n i gave him a " wads dat?" look and when he is abt to move off he walk back again n i asked "wads this?" and he actually replied me.. "色情片" =_="" i was like "HoHo ok.." [but until now i still haben get to open the disc coz the cd drive in this lappie is not workable!! so i dunno wads the content all about but it shld be the 400+ soongs dat i gave him n sun bian saved in his thumbdrive one..

Den about knockin off time i waited for Alyssa.. his collegue to go home together.. so have been shagging since 530pm.. and bu hao yi si to sit there to rot when its already knock off time i decided to go to Alyssa's place which is juz behind Kenny to wait for her.. and yup yup! had a GREAT time hangin myself there.. haha coz i was reading a Popular mag at Alyssa's place while she was away to do her stuffs.. den when im reading i sense someone walkin towards me and i knew its him so the first thing i told him is.. " 不要disturb我" haha den he ask me wad im readin.. so i lift up the book n he come n tell me.. " Ohh dats my book" den i replied "Oh no!" LOL

Yup yup.. while reading of course not to forget to "beo" him mah.. and i happen to look ard his table and i saw dat on his keyboard got one MP3 player dat is almost like mine!! i dunno if its the same brand.. but its a little happy lah.. oso white color one.. heehee and the thing is.. he connected the player to his computer and happen dat while im reading the mag the song by MayDay-私奔到月球 started to play.. and of course being so "sensitive" once the startin i already looked up and i saw him increasing the volume.. hmmm.. at dat moment i begin to wonder issit becos he knew dat i like Mayday..i like Ah Xin dats y he purposely increased the volume for me to listen.. or.. issit he like this song oso? If its really he like this song.. den i will be very happy coz we somehow have dat little "mo qi" coz for his number.. i set dat song as his ringing tone..heehee =P

7:00 AM

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

*RANTING*

Im so tired.. really tired.. im psychologically n mentally tired.. my thoughts is in a mess.. the daes u r leavin became countable..after this week i won't be able to see u again.. wad will happen after u left is alwaes the question in my mind.. can i survive thru the daes without u? Im really tired.. everydae wake up.. the first thought is U.. y? i dunno... it juz became a natural thing.. I tried to treat u like normal frens although deep down my heart im truely in love wif u but i know things can't stepped on too fast n too hard.. so im tryin very hard to treat u like how i treat friends.. and juz now u made me wonder.. wad m i to u? a fren or not?

Im tryin my best to improve our relationship to very good frens.. i alwaes start the msn conversation although i still got the worrie dat i might be a nusiance to u.. and i hope not.. and wantin to haf a proper meal wif u b4 u leave is juz a little wish deep down my heart.. but when i pop the question.. u appeared offline.. in my mind i feel dat u r tryin to hide away from my question.. and i gave u n myself 15 to 20 mins b4 i appear offline too thinkin dat if i appear offline maybe u will feel betta and sign in again.. n juz nice 1 min b4 i go offline.. u came in.. but u put ur status to Busy... i dunno how far issit true dat u r bz.. but i juz dun feel good.. i hope im not thinkin too much.. but the more i think.. the more hurt in my heart i get and i literally teared.. i feel so dumb dat i teared.. i dunno.. from dat moment. my thoughts dropped into a messy mood.. everything seems to entangle.. which lead me to think of my own future...

Worrying wad will happen to me after u left is alwaes the question in my mind.. Can i survive thru the daes without u? Becoz i knew dat gettin a job is rather difficult these daes dats y i can't quit like u.. and if i really do so.. i think i will get killed... But thinkin back.. comin into this line is not wad i wan.. and honestly from the start of work til now i seems to haf lost the Passion.. Goals n Dreams in wad i studied- Mass Comm. this makes me even lost... wad do i really wan? I really dunno.. Im juz simply too tired to think... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

8:06 AM

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