Goodbye Dear…


Dear Dear.. perhaps this would be the last time i am calling u tis way…I never know that happiness would cease so fast…everything is changing.. from the sweetness and love dat u gave me initially had now started to drift off bit by bit..


I was expecting more and more from you everyday.
Expecting more surprises from you.
Expecting more care and concern from you.
Expecting more love and tender from you.
But never did I expect, things would turn so upside down.


I thought dat after our studies.. we will be able to spend more time together.. like before.. we go for movies.. and snatch pop corns.. go to the beach to have fun.. chat wif each other.. feast at the beach ..and leaning on ur shoulder to enjoy the breeze.. slamming u with my pillow.. watchin u slp soundly hugging Ge Ge Da.. all and all.. But dear, your coldness is freezing me to death. So cold.. So cold…Tell me; tell me this is a nightmare.. tell me it isn’t true… tell me it will be alright after a while. tell me you would be here…


Dear.. do u noe…

I cherish those memories dat u have given me..
I cherish those wonderful daes dat we spent together
I cherish the love and care that u have showered on me..


I thank you for providing 100% care when im ill..
I thank you for putting me at the first place in ur heart..
I thank you for bringing me joy and laughter..
I thank you for sharing my sorrows and sadness with me when im down
I thank you for tolerating me nonsense and grouchy temper


I will missed ur hug..
I will missed ur shoulder.. my personal mobile outdoor pillow when im tired outside..
I will missed ur affectionate eyes..
I will missed ur warm big hand that will cover mine when u hold me..
I will missed ur gentleness to me..
I will missed the warm jacket of urs dat u used to cover me when im ill
I will missed the lunch box that u prepared for me…
I will missed everything of urs..

I WANT BACK THE OLD U!!

To My Dear Fren..

I really hope dat the old u can come back as soon as possible.. i noe its difficult and u need time to heal.. also it is hurtful at the begining to accept all these cruel facts.. but u muz understand dat FACTS are FACTS nth could be change.. Even how sad u are.. how much tears u flow for him.. nth could be change and he din turn back..I WANT MY HAPPY, CHEERFUL, ACTIVE "KUKU" FREN TO COME BACK!! Do u noe.. i feel sad when i see u like this! I equally dun feel good!! I feel so useless when u ask me questions on what shld u do.. shld u call him..shld u chat wib him.. I noe all my answers given to u is against ur wishes.. coz deep down ur heart.. u hope to talk to him.. but i dun wan u to talk to him because i dun wan to be hurt furthermore..coz once u r hurt u will cry again and all i could do is to sit beside u and i could not sae anithing.. Gal..U muz stand up again!! 不要堕落!! WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!! 醒醒!!! like wad i told u.. even can food onli have 3 years life- span they have an expire date too.. and maybe HE is not the Mr Right for u to live with for the rest of ur life.. there may be a betta one and the RIGHT one.. PLEASE!! I WAN THE OLD U! THE OLD YEO HWEE LENG!! Also.. dun keep on tell me "Sorrie" Gal.. nth to be sorrie.. u din let down anione here.. Remember..i dun like people apologizing to me.. especially ppl dat are closed to me and u r the one who have the biggest priviledge to no need to apologize! =] Remember! i will alwaes stand by ur side.. juz throw out all ur sworrows.. i may not give very good comments.. suggestions and answers.. but i promised to be the BEST listener!! =]


To the WHOEVER

I dunno if u would happen to read this post BUT..Im sorrie from now on i will onli call u this manner.. coz COZ U HAVE HURT MY BEST FREN.. MY WONDER FREN! Honestly, IM DAMN BLOODY BLOOD BOILING AND PISSED OFF AT THIS POINT OF TIME.. I DUNNO WADS UR MAIN REASON FOR BREAKIN UP WIB MY DEAR FREN.. BUT I SERIOUSLY FEEL DAT "FEELING FADE" IS A DAMN BLOODY NOT GOOD REASON! I TOLD MYSELF DAT WE SHLD RESPECT UR DECISION FOR THE BREAKIN UP.. BUT I SERIOUSLY HOPE DAT UR BREAKING UP WIB LENG IS NOT BECAUSE OF "ANOTHER" FREN!!! DO U NOE DAT U HAVE DROP LENG FROM HEAVEN TO HELL??!! DO U NOE THAT U HAVE MADE HER LIFE DISATEROUS NOW? I NOE IF LENG READ THIS PART SHE WILL HOPE DAT I WON'T PUT IN HATRED IN U.. BUT WHO WILL BARE TO SEE HER GOOD FREN BEING BULLIED THIS WAY? INITALLY I THOUGHT U WOULD BE SOMEONE WHO CAN GIB HER HAPPINESS BUT EVERYTHING HAS PROVEN ME WRONG!! IM NOT SCOLDING U.. BUT I JUZ WAN TO LET U NOE.. PLEASE! BE A MAN! EVEN SOMEONE HAD SCOLDED U IN UR BLOG ALSO DUN CHANGE UR URL! DO U NOE DAT ITS THE ONLI WAY AND LINK DAT SHE CAN NOE UR RECENT UPDATES? SO WAD IF U R SCOLDED? AREN'T U SUPPOSE TO BE SCOLDED? U GIVE UP SUCH A NICE GAL.. A GAL WHO WILL GIVE IN TO U.. THINK OF WAYS TO MAKE U HAPPY.. THINK OF WAYS TO COMMEMORATE EVERY SINGLE MONTH DAT U ALL HAVE BEEN TOGETHER..PUT IN EFFORT TO HOLD ON TO THIS RELATIONSHIP.. WHO DO U THINK U ARE? NOT PICKIN UP HER CALLS.. MAKING HER BREAKING DOWN AGAIN n AGAIN!!

U NOT ONLI LET HER DOWN BUT ALSO LET ME DOWN! U MADE ME LOSE A FREN! A FREN DAT USED TO BE VERY HAPPY, CHEERFUL, ACTIVE! RETURN HER TO ME! I WAN BACK THE OLD HER!! I SERIOUSLY TELL U!!! I WAN A PROPER REASON FOR THE BREAKIN UP! NOT "FEELING FADE" AND TELL HER UR NEW URL! I DUN CARE IF U ARE HAPPY WIB MY CONDITIONS BUT U STILL HAVE TO FULFIL IT! 不要惹恼我!!!