我现在的心情就像这首歌。。。It really writes out my feels...
还记得那夜清晨最初一眼
眼前的世界看起来快毁灭
你在我身边看着屋檐像末日的雨天
假如雨越大一些是否靠近一点
你没有察觉心跳特别强烈
太疯狂沉默却熄了一整夜
明明有感觉可惜时间流出了我指间
回头却看的见满地回忆的碎片
那爱一直到今天才在我心中浮现
爱情真出现那一瞬间我们都没发现
那雨是一直到今天爱下在我心里面
淋湿了双眼
湿过今天才清晰的看见
你的脸
后来那几年当然也有雨天
我开始学会等雨后的晴天
谁在我身边度过长夜
任雨点在倾泄
却再也找不回当时心动感觉
你是否偶尔像我静静怀念
那一样的爱倾盆的那一年
如果那场雨再度席卷
总熄在里面
我一定抱住你绝对不让你走远
那爱一直到今天才在我心中浮现
爱情真出现那一瞬间
我们都没发现
那雨是一直到今天爱下在我心里面
淋湿了双眼
湿过今天
才清晰的看见
你的脸
Issit time to forget and let go?? =mOndaY= 21 05 2007
I hate to think abt this but as time comes nearer to June 12 我不得不认真地看待这个问题.. U have been stayin in my heart for the past 8mths.. and i noe its hard to forget u..but as time goes by and our times of meetin in schl has gone lesser to no more chances had somehow change the relation between u and me...
Maybe its becos of the lost of common topic which made us have nth much to tok abt wib each other...i oso tried to put down my concept and make the effort to tok to u.. but dunno y.. i can't treat u like how i treat the others.. Surprisingly.. in MSN when im abt to start the conversation i will have a hard time pressin the ENTER. It seems like im scared of the outcome.. I dun like the result to be u dun reply me.. coz i won't noe if the person usin the com is U or Someone else or u juz simply dun wish to to tok to me..
Everytime when i faced ani problems of u dun reply me in MSN or my SMS i will start to consult Min.. she asked me to call u instead.. but so wad if i call u? what shld i tok to u?? Keepin quiet on both sides is really funny...She keep on tell me not to give u up.. Try... TRy.. TRY!!!! but u dun seemed to have catch ani hints dat haf been thrown to u.. Sometimes i really wonder if u r Really Woodblock or juz Act Dunno?? I really dunno wad r u thinkin of dear..
And finally one more try yesterdae.. i pluck up the courage to go n tok to u again.. yes.. u did reply.. but rather 'cold' answers.. all either very short or juz take al long time to reply.. i try to convinced and believe dat u r doin something.. but the 'tone' of ur replies had really make me go into serious considerations.. I can't alwaes have u in mind when its like nothing is goin on well between u n me... and the worse thing is dat when i asked u the one last question last nite u actually din even bother to reply me and straight away status AWAY.. this action really pissed me off.. dat i really wan to tell u.. U THINK I CARE? juz like wad i had on my hp stripe..
So.. now im wondering.. after June 12, shld i start to take u off my mind.. my heart.. my life?? Start a new fresh life again.. Honestly, u r the first one dat i really care for... maybe its ur initial actions last time had really touches me..
** I LOVE U.. DEANSON LEE LI WEI**
=我爱你=
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*No Title day* 16 05 07 WedNeSdaY
Today ah min nv come to schl.. so haf been a loner.. once class start i start writin and writin like havin a dictation.. write down wadever to lectuer said.. den heehee at the same time start drawin..LOL durin break time.. i also continue writin.. transferrring those previous lesson's notes into my note book and at the same time sms-ing ah niang..* Ahhh没有阿敏的日子真难过。。。
Den once class is over..WHEEE~~~ *CHIONG* ah out of the class.. and rush to meet ah niang..and we went tamp for lunch.. lala go Pasta Mania.. damn full ah..and WTH!! Met someone from my class!! Haiyyooo.. thought go tamp maybe can see ah dean.. who noes see the wrong ones.. my god!! den after dat went to arcade again!! haha play our usual Jurassic park game again..and some other games.. coz ah niang needa go hm early.. so bought some snacks liao jiu go home liao..
**To Tan Ah niang!! I have check out the SCV tv guide on Sun hor!! is got soccer match de lor!! *HENG ah** LOL16 05 07 WedneSdaY
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=Wad a Day...= 15 05 07 tueSdaY
Haiz.. damn sad sia.. yesterdae ask him if wan to go out... he 竟然 dun reply me!! WTH!! *ahgrace already 低声下气 he 跟我 act dao??!!* haiz.. den thought of in msn go n chat wib him who noes the thing sae " Message Delievery Fail" *KAOZ*!! haiz.. make me even more disappointed sia..ahgrace pluck up all the courage to speak to him and i got all this "replies" in return!!
Haiz..这样就算了。。 This morning.. dad ate away my breakfast!! WTH!! which make me feel more irritated!! he alwaes eat away my things one lor! Not the first time liao leh!! Then wan to eat alwaes find damn stupid reasons.. Today.. he saw my bread got ham and he sae " Got meat hor.. later spoil" den send into his mouth liao! KAOZ!! i tell u i wan to scold vulgarities liao!! and i start callin.. i call mum first and she told me is dad eat away.. OK! i knew it earlier.. so i call him.. he can laugh and laugh!! let me tell u now.. AH GRACE DUN THINK IS FUNNY LOR!! IM SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!!! and i nv let him finish his sentence and i *KUP* the phone!! and now i close tightly my Famous Amos biscuts in the tin and i write there "谁敢吃谁遭殃" *HUMPH*
Den on the way to schl listenin to my MP4.. 天啊!! i wonder wads wrong man~ all those damn sad songs runnin in my ears lor!! first is 张韶涵 的 “其实很爱你” den 梁静如 的" Fly Away.. den again 张韶涵 的 “ 隐形的翅旁” den again 梁静如 的 “ 接受” *KAOZ*!! all the damn sad de songs lor!! den who noes when reach his 'territory" F.I.R de “眷恋” 天啊！！！ wads wrong sia!! so "巧" dat im disappointed for the "replies" he gave me then all the sad songs start singing into my ears!!!
Haiz.. ok lah.. now i wan to go n enjoy my cake..~~ betta eat away first before kana eaten again.. im not goin to leave anithing later than todae it will be gone without my knowledge!!!!
15 05 07 tueSdaY
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